Why do people always want what they don't have? They fight tooth and nail for it and when they get it they the object suddenly loses it's lust. And sometimes the things you want the most hurt you. Why would anyone want pain?
Last school year I wanted a boyfriend. A good boyfriend. Well, I didn't actually try to get one, they all just fell in my lap (no not literally) But, they weren't very good boyfriends, in fact they hurt me and changed me in a few ways I wish had stayed the same. They made me cry and question myself.
So why did I go looking for "love"? Because I wasn't happy with what I had. Well Now I miss what I had and I want things to change again
it's a vicious cycle huh?
the_coolest_loser_ever · Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 09:01pm · 2 Comments |