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the secrets of my not-so secret soul
Uh, I'll write whatever I feel like god.
Alright kids, here I go again
My Dad has been gone for a whole week for business and he won't be getting back until wednesday. Since he's been gone there's been a huge relief throughout my house. Mom isn't around much so it's just me and caun.

I love John and I want to spend time with him but when we get together I feel like crying and laughing and screaming all in the same moment. I just don't understand. I'm pretty sure relationships are supposed to come with all these emotions but they're scaring me. I don't think much about the future because highschool graduation still seems like it's lightyears away. I don't want to not be with him. But I also think being without him would make things a little simpiler for me. (Is 'simpiler" even a word?)

Katie and I aren't fighting anymore but we aren't really talking either. I miss her and I'm worried about her.

People are changing so much thesedays. Some of them for the better but most of them just make me wish for yesteryear :]

Alright so now I' thinking I need a project or something and I think I want to make a documentary. About me duh because my life is so interesting neutral

Okay, I'm done for now.

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