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the secrets of my not-so secret soul
Uh, I'll write whatever I feel like god.
People in general suck
They like to get your hopes up. They like to hurt your feelings. Of course some kids might say "well then don't let them hurt you" I have to care. I have to worry and protect and want more than what I've got. I just found out my best friend has been lying to me for two years. Do you know how that makes me feel? She also told me she doesn't care about hearing about my boyfriend. John is the biggest thing in my life right now and I love him and to have her tell me she doesn't care about my relationship hurts like a beast. I feel like there's this dull pencil stabbed into my heart and everytime something not-so good happens the pencil gets shoved in deeper. It isn't just her, It's my dad. He used to be my hero and everyday he lets me down a little more. There's my mom and courtni and I just want to take a break from caring. I want to take a break from everyone for a little while and sleep away all the icky that's been bothering me

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