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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 8:22 pm
Azubahiel stood at the sink, having an inner debate as she scrubbed the dishes clean. Was now really a good time to bring it up? Well, was there any better time? The split spawn thought it over long and hard, giving herself until she was done with her current chore to have a decision. True, money had become a bit tight since she'd moved away from home, but they were managing quite well. Adelle was growing like a weed, and it was only a matter of time before BonBon grew. So....now was as good of a time as any. Her mind was made up as she put the dishes away up int the cabinet. She smiled, wiping her hands dry on her pants before heading out of the kitchen. It was now or never. "Adhi?" she asked, looking her sweetheart. "Um...I've got something I need to talk to you about." Oh, could she have been more awkward? Well, she was doing the best she could! This was going to be a bit of an awkward discussion, after all. She fiddled with her, a nervous habit, as she waited.
Adhara was at the station she'd been inhabiting for the past few days, sitting at the table in the living room and pouring over the classified ads in the newspaper, trying desperately to find any kind of job that she might qualify for, trying to avoid turning to the 'casual encounters' section as her fingers itched to do. She couldn't help the craving - it was such easy money after all, and they were already running low. Reena and Niita, who'd been boredly tugging at the edges of the couch, perked up at the sound of 'Zu's voice, making grabby hands when the young woman stepped out of the kitchen. Adhara's attention followed and she pulled the pencil out of her mouth with a smile, patting the seat next to her on the couch. "Oh? And what's that, love?" she asked calmly, a tiny part of her panicking that somehow 'Zuba had found out about her job. Nah, but that couldn't be it. Right?
'Zuba smiled, walking over to take a seat next Adhara. "Well..." Oh, this was harder than she'd imagined. But...this was Adhi. Zu didn't need to worry about her getting mad, right? "I was wanting to talk to you about....small infants and the having of them." She wanted to facepalm at the sentence; why couldn't she just come out and say she wanted a baby? Her cheeks were tinted rose with embarrassment. "I was thinking....now is as good as time as any, and I'll be getting a job at my mother's workplace and.....what do you think?" Golden green eyes looked at the lust spawn, waiting for her answer. She knew she probably sounded stupid, but....she wanted a baby. Maybe it was her envy kicking in, or maybe it was just nature giving her the green light, but either way: She wanted a baby.
Reena and Niita wasted no time in immediately wrapping around 'Zuba as best as they could, using their extraordinary strength to pull the girl even closer, making Adhara laugh a bit and chide them quietly, letting her arms wrap loosely around 'Zuba's waist as she leaned her head against the taller female's shoulder. A grin came to Adhara's face at the way that 'Zu had first tried to explain herself, but she made sure to hide it a bit, not wanting to look like she was laughing at the other. However, when the idea was restated and was definitely a serious idea, Adhara sat up a bit straighter, her wings fluttering softly. A pointed fang gnawed gently at her lower lip in thought as she watched the split spawn for a moment, before she gave that motherly smile she'd been using on Adelle for quite a while.
"Hmm... well, you do have a point. We'll both be working soon and if Adelle isn't moving out, chances are that she'll be getting her own job soon as well..." she mused thoughtfully, leaning against the envy spawn once again. Between the lot of them, as long as Adelle knew to stay safe [she would tell her soon, really!], they should be able to take care of another child without too much problem, right? "I suppose there's no reason why not. Are you completely sure, though? Babies... well, it takes a lot out of you while your pregnant, not to mention since we're part demon it all happens way too fast and hurts even worse. Not to try to talk you out of it, just to make sure that you're ready for it if you're sure. I promise I'll be there every step of the way regardless, though."
Zuba hugged Adhi, quite used to being yanked over by the tentacles by now. She let her arms rest in a loose embrace around the lust spawn, smiling lightly. "I am completely sure." she said, nodding once. "I have been thinking it over for a while, and I've been weighing the pros and cons. I think I can handle it." Well, she hoped she could handle it. She wasn't quite sure, but... "I'm ready."
Adhara could only smile even more at the confidence and assuredness that 'Zuba said this with, excited with the fact that her girlfriend was coming out of her shell and blossoming so wonderfully. "Alright," Adhara said simply, tugging 'Zu close to steal a kiss, Reena and Niita squeezing her in excite. "And I'll hold your hand through anything you're not ready for," she assured her 'Zuba, sighing happily and cuddling against the younger girl. Well, this would certainly be exciting, wouldn't it?
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 11:08 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 16, 2010 1:40 am
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 6:47 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 8:12 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 25, 2010 11:43 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 18, 2011 3:52 pm
Expecting!
Must wait a time period of two months: January 17th to March 17th Must have two visits to the facilities doctors: [ ] [ ] Journal entry from Parents: [X] [ x ] 3 'play dates' : [ x ] [ x ] [ x ]
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 7:26 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 7:27 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 7:28 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 7:51 pm
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Posted: Sun May 08, 2011 1:40 am
Dear Diary;
. . . I don't know where to begin. So many wonderful things have happened in such a short amount of time. It's...well, it's overwhelming. But in a good way. If I were any happier, I think I would simply explode. These past few months have been the happiest of my life!
First off, Diary, I am having a baby. Adhara's baby. I'm already the size of the house, and the baby's been playing organ soccer, but I couldn't be happier. I can't help but wonder if it's a little boy or a little girl, who they'll take after... there's so much to think about! BonBon is looking forward to being a big brother; I'm sure he'll do a fine job. He's been helping me out around the house since the baby belly can make some things inconvenient. Such a dear heart, he is. Nini...well, I don't think she understands what's going on. Or, if she does, she doesn't show it. Ah well, I suppose she'll find out when the baby is born.
Also...I'm engaged. Adhara proposed to me. I still can't believe it. I am going to be Azubahiel By'arre. Sometimes, I worry that this is just a dream, and I'm going to wake up at any minute. I'm going to be married. I haven't told mother yet; I'm afraid of her reaction. Not that she won't approve...just that she'll go a bit over-board. Dear gods, you should have seen her when I told her I was having a baby. Hell, she still keeps dragging me here and there and piling on things that the baby “must have!” . . . I fail to see why my baby needs Left 4 Dead. (( Not that I turned down the game; I've been wanting to play that game for a while now. ))
I know I don't deserve any of this... but I wouldn't give any of it up for anything. I may not deserve this kind of happiness, but I refuse to let it go. It may be selfish of me, but so be it. I want to be selfish, if only a little. So, I will enjoy my blessings and not let myself feel guilty over having them. I'm going to enjoy them, every last bit of them.
Though, as happy as I am, I can't help but worry. I've never really had much interaction with babies, save for little Copeka. What if I can't handle it? What if I mess up? I know I'm raising BonBon and Nini... but they were never babies. I don't know how to raise infants. I mean, I've read on how to raise them, and I have several books. But, even I know that parenting never goes by the book. And, between you and me... it scares me. Because, if I screw up, I won't be the only one affected. This little one inside me depends on me...what I do affects them. And that is scary as hell. This feeling is probably normal, though. ( I'll ask Adhara, though, for good measure. Better safe than sorry. )
Sincerely,
Azubahiel Izevel ( By'arre )
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 4:27 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 11:12 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 21, 2011 10:07 pm
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