twaitor
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- Posted: Sun, 09 Aug 2015 18:31:23 +0000
- Like a river flows surely to the sea
- Darling so it goes
- some things are meant to be
- take my hand, take my whole life too
- for I can't help falling in ---- love with you
RYUURYUU<3
Akira stopped walking and turned to watch his husband go and get his jacket. As he stood there, he couldn't help but feel the tension in the room. What... was the tension from? Was it from him and how awful he felt right then? Or was it the mere fact that Ryuu had practically admitted he was still in love with his ex? Either way, the tension could almost be seen in the room and it took all of Akira's everything to make it so he wouldn't walk out without Ryuu with him.
His eyes followed Ryuu as he walked towards him and he blinked a few times when a scarf was thrown around his neck. He looked down at Ryuu, wanting to look into his eyes, but he didn't even look at Akira. It shouldn't have surprised him, but it still did. Why wasn't Ryuu looking at him...? He let out a heavy sigh as he shifted the scarf around his neck and let out a quiet, "Thank you." With that said, Akira pulled open the door and exited the room with his husband right behind him.
Akira had been excited for the moon-viewing festival. It was a romantic festival where someone should take their lover and just be together to watch the moon. But now... now Akira wasn't excited for the festival at all. In fact, the only reason the two of them went outside was because of the suffocating tension that was left in the room. And at that very moment, the festival was the thing that was the least on his mind. He had more important things to think about. Like how... he and Ryuu would turn out after this.
Akira felt the hand grab the back of his coat and he stopped dead in his tracks. He kept his eyes forward as he listened to Ryuu apologize and then ask if this ruined them. His entire body tensed up and his arms raised to his chest, folding across it, like he was trying to protect himself. Slowly he turned around to look at his husband. Akira's eyes searched Ryuu's face for a moment, but he didn't find what he was looking for. Ryuu just looked so... so dejected, so hurt. He looked like he was on the verge of crying. Again. It pained Akira to see him look like that. Ryuu had had enough heartbreak and sadness in his life. Akira... he was supposed to be the sunshine in Ryuu's life.
So how come he wasn't the sunshine for him now?
"N-no... no. No, M-Mochi, you didn't ruin us." The nickname felt forced and suddenly felt weird on his tongue, but he decided to ignore the feeling, and instead shook his head. "I hope you know that 'ruin' is a strong word a-and it takes a lot to 'ruin' something." He unfolded his arms and took a step towards Ryuu. He hesitated for a moment, before he reached out to place his hands gently on his husband's face, to make his husband look at him. Akira locked eyes with Ryuu and he forced a smile on his face. He needed to show Ryuu that they were fine... that they were okay.... even... even if they weren't really.
It was at that moment that Akira leaned in for a kiss. A kiss would show Ryuu that they weren't ruined.
However, the kiss didn't exactly turn out. When Akira was close to Ryuu's lips, something inside of him told him it was wrong. So, instead, he quickly kissed Ryuu on the forehead.
Akira didn't even need to look at Ryuu's face to know what he just did was bad. He dropped his hands and folded them back over his chest. He bent over a little bit, his eyes squeezing shut in the process. "Oh wow." He let out a shaky breath and shook his head once again, "I-I'm sorry, Ryuu." His chest felt tight, like it was starting to become hard to breathe. "It's just... it's a lot for me to take in; to think that one minute we were just a happy little family and nothing would, or even could, ruin that! And the next minute to find out your husband is pretty much still in love with his ex."
Akira stood back up straight and he unfolded his arms, only to run his hands over his face, "It... it's just a lot to take in." Finally, he looked at Ryuu, "I just need a little time to get over it. J-just... just know you didn't ruin anything. Nothing is ruined... it's just... tense, I guess." At that point, though, Akira wasn't really sure who he was trying to convince more. Himself or Ryuu that nothing was ruined... when it sure as hell felt like it was.
☆ outside of the inn ☆ nervous / afraid ☆ ryuu ☆
sanchan-hime the tsandere