cosmicatastrophe
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- Posted: Thu, 06 Aug 2009 04:04:19 +0000
Son Lune
cosmicatastrophe
Son Lune
cosmicatastrophe
Heeeeeeeeey.
I'm horrible with introductions. sweatdrop I'm uh.. cosmicatastrophe but.. my real name's Alex and I'm 16. I've been struggling with bisexual and gay feelings since I was 12, and have had gender dysphoria since I was 15. The dysphoria comes and goes -- I used to have transsexual feelings out the wazzoo. I'm pretty andro..
Aha.. here's me.. sweatdrop
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I'm horrible with introductions. sweatdrop I'm uh.. cosmicatastrophe but.. my real name's Alex and I'm 16. I've been struggling with bisexual and gay feelings since I was 12, and have had gender dysphoria since I was 15. The dysphoria comes and goes -- I used to have transsexual feelings out the wazzoo. I'm pretty andro..
Aha.. here's me.. sweatdrop
http://img15.imageshack.us/i/img01471.jpg/
Hello! I love the name Alex, but that could be because I'm in love with someone by that name. You don't know what you arE?
Awww, thanks. My full name's Alexandria, but everyone calls me Alex. smile Let's just say it's been a very.. difficult experience for me so no. I don't know what I am. I mean, I know I'm a girl.. but sometimes I don't feel like a girl. Which makes it even harder to figure who I like. sad
I mean how you feel sexualy, you don't know if you like boys or girls, or just boys or just girls? So your pretty confused about what sex you like and what sex you are? My lovers full name is Alexander. :]
Sorry that it took me so long to reply. I had some things to take care of.
And to answer your question: Yeah. I'm pretty confused. I think my mind made up my transsexual feelings as a coping mechanism: like "focus on something else so you won't have to focus on your sexuality". I'm totally afraid of being gay.. and being queer. In even just the slightest. sad