Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 746 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2551 ]

[IXI CLOWN IXI]

They said without pain
There will be no suffering
And without suffering we will never learn

Every word deep in my flesh
As I hold on to it and repeat it
To myself as reminder
That I am
born to suffer

[FaithEmblem]

Dear Gaiary,

I accepted the demotion
on the same day I called out of work

I am a star employee huh lol

I should be embarrassed and worried but honestly I'm just excited. That quota was way too high for me and just made me miserable. It's less money but what is the cost of my sanity? God I hope it helps me chill tf out

[Scraptrap]

How do I get my brain to work when I want it to? And have at least a crumb of motivation? I just wanna start this stupid fic, my guy.  gonk

[Scraptrap]

Though speaking of writing, I finally moved the fics from Patreon over to ko-fi. Will be a little easier for me in the long run.

Not that this matters, to be fair. I ain't well known enough and rarely share links.

[mewkittyy]

getting increasingly pissed, seeing all the dvd's he took from me.

seriously? avatar? i bought that ******** set from target. you pos, you almost never had a job. the fact that you think you bought anything is hilarious.

[Gothor Salvator]

Came home late, didn't really eat much today, was looking forward to the leftover manwiches until I went to the bathroom and found my cat knocked it to the floor.

On top of when I was having a spiral. hhh. Least I had a box of mac and cheese to make in place of it...

[SophieSuffocate]

"When I heard the news my knees buckled under me and I ******** almost lost my mind. Gods dammit why didn't I catch something was wrong sooner? I knew it. I ******** felt it. But noooo I said Sophie don't be a needy ******** b***h every time someone breathes wrong. Gods ******** dammit. I'm glad he is ok but that was a scare. Hopefully I get to talk to him tomorrow. Hopefully he will get to laugh it off with me. Hopefully. J I am so sorry."

[SophieSuffocate]

"Got to talk to J through his gf's discord thank godsssss. I am so happy and relieved. He even made a s**t head joke which tells me he is good and didn't get scrambled. Now I can finally sleep."

[starry marshmallow]

I'm supposed to be an expert on my research topic by now from all that reading and writing but instead

I'm buckling under the pressure and procrastinating so much even when the deadline is almost upon me


STARRY, GET YOUR LIFE TOGETHER, GIRLIE

[Mijitdragun]

It's gonna kill me that this is going to sound like gassing myself up because I'm trash

It's really getting to me at my core that it sometimes seems like I'm the only one who cares. At work and even at home. I really want to just walk out of both facets of life right now, but it would be such a terrible move especially with the world being where it's at right now.

Think I just have to accept being trapped in Hell Lite

[ScreamingTrashCat]

Perhaps I dodged a bullet..