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Crawling into bed with me.

Okay, so, yay, I can get back onto the internet!
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Alright, I haven't been able to do this in a long time and so I'm going to ramble just a bit.

You know how sometimes you like someone completely and totally and then eventually everytime you get near them you just get really sad and don't want to be around them at all. You get this other person in your head, that's who you'd rather be near, and then when you are near them you don't want to be. Then you actually feel comfortable around someone who was neither of them and who you barely know?

Yeah, I'm kinda feeling that right now...

But it's just my luck that their the kind that hang around with everyone and do those cute lovey-dovey things that they do to you, to everyone else.

Those things are so adorable though.

Like holding you into a hug, and you drop the hug a bit and they tighten their grip and whisper things like, "Not yet. I don't want to let you go."

It's cute.

And when you do something so small and dumb and they just look at you and say "I just love you."

And whenever they see you they always drop those cute comments and make you feel like your the only person they're looking at, even though they're just going to go to another and do the same thing the next minute.

He's oh so kawaii though...

I feel bad about it though...

I always think of the others around me that I'm not paying all my attention to.

I felt bad at PE when he kept hugging me because all my friends were kind of walking around like they had nothing to do, like I had dropped them to give him a hug...