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You are my sweetest downfall.
Everytime I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray

So things are weird and stuff right now.

Well... I guess I've got a lot to catch up on, so, here it goes.

I'm now two weeks and a day into my senior year and it's pretty okay. I haven't had a lot of homework to deal with and right now I have five classes, but it's soon to change.
I've been down to the local college to sign up for Chem and Eng 50 and so I'm hoping to get those two classes online. I really want to take the 3D Animation class they have too but it's going to be too much for this semester. I'm hoping for six classes this semester, two being at the college (or at home! smile ) and then four next semester.
Also, once my schedual is in stone I'm heading out to look for jobs like crazy. I've got so many things to pay for... Along with all of the senior activities and dances (such as prom gonk ) I've got to pay for all of my school fees and half of my senior trip. It's really going to add up... So I've got to get a job, and then, having only four classes next year, I'd be able to work more. So here's hoping I can keep up and make it. Because, right now, I really don't have anything but that...

Eh... things are at odds with one of my best friends right now... it's strange because we havn't ever been like this and now it's like... blaring at us... The first time we could have said something I went to her house but went straight to the kitchen. She didn't come out and say anything and I didn't go into her room. I left without saying anything. The second time I came home late and saw that she was at my house I said hi and she didn't turn around to even look at me, so I left the room...
I don't like it...
We do have a lot to talk about but I'm really afraid because I know what'll happen, I can picture the scene, and that annoys and scares me, because of what I see and because I know I'll see it...
Sounds confusing, but it's not really...

Erm... and on another, totally different subject...
(I feel weird putting something as unimportant as this as the last topic but...) My love life is non-existent and at the moment I'm fine with that.
I did ask Leanna out but she didn't want people to know (and at the same time she didn't want to hide the relationship, it's complicated...) and I was secretly relieved.
While I do like her and everything, I really don't want to be in a committed relationship right now.
Actually... it's kinda weird... I'd rather just keep it casual, like, go out with a few people, but nothing serious.
It's annoying though because I hang out with a bunch of people younger then me and, most of them at least, wouldn't go for that, lol...
So yeah...

Well... that's me right now I guess... I probably forgot a lot but hell, I don't care...
I've gotta go read Beowulf now...


User Comments: [1]
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Sun Sep 16, 2007 @ 05:45am

<3..you and Leanna..<3..cute...I love it..you guys would be pretty freakin' luscious together.....but on the other hand you can always go with my vulumptuous curves....jk..love ya..<3

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