Well... I usualy NEVER put poems on the net... but these are already up... so... ^^ I'm gonna! ^^
heart
My Love?
Why do you do this to me?
You get my hopes up and smash them down!
I should have figured it would happen.
Who would want this sad excuse for a human?
I wouldn't.
Why do I lie to myself?
At night I lay and think of how I want it to happen,
but it never does.
That’s the truth of it,
isn't it?
Nothing I do will ever be good enough for you.
I’m nothing, just that pathetic girl in the corner.
Why do I do this to myself?
I should have known.
Death of a Geisha
Black tears
White face
Blood red lips…
Blood stained dress.
This is what happens
When all that is near
Is torments and lies…
Only black fears.
Blood drops
No gain
All lost…
Only pain.
Swiftly cut skin
Now comes the cops
No regrets left…
When all life stops.
Midnight
Do you long to smell the sweet, warm fragrance of spring?
Or bathe in the glorious sunlight of the hot summer afternoon?
No, for you, it was always the cold milky white and ebony black midnights of autumn.
You were drenched in a sea of pearl colored lights as you went dancing with the stars.
They fell to the earth, pouring.
Like shimmering dew drops from heaven.
The tiny specks of a once sparkling balloon lofted their way to you, kissing your face and glistening in your hair.
And just before you could bottle up their radiant beauty, they would take flight.
Slowly melting from your world.
But not forever.
As you dreamed, and spent your days in the sunlight, those glowing dots of tantalum would come back to you every now and again.
Because, for you, it was always midnight.
Just Once More
Just once more she had longed to smell the sweet fragrance of spring,
To feel the warm sun hit her chest,
To taste the sweet lips of the living.
But for her it was just a memory she had collected somewhere.
Until the day he came.
He showed her love, excitement, and joy.
And for the first time, in years it seems, she had received her wish to dance among the living.
It was no longer a dream.
Just once more, he gave her life.
Let Me Die
let me die,
hold me tightly as i fade away,
are you my one?
feel my fingertips against your skin,
you feel like soft velvet.
am i the one for you?
coruse
please just close your eyes,
i'll take your pain away.
pretend i'm your only one,
as i slowly fade away.
let me die,
so painful are my feelings for you,
do you hurt as much as me?
press your body against mine.
this is our last time,
are you happy?
coruse
your my one but i'm not yours,
everytime we touch i ache,
is this how it will always be?
let me die slowly,
fading into the dark night,
are you happy?
coruse (x2)
fade away...
away...
heart
Yeah... they're pretty crappy... but... meh... all of those are also really old... kay... that's all...
heart
My Love?
Why do you do this to me?
You get my hopes up and smash them down!
I should have figured it would happen.
Who would want this sad excuse for a human?
I wouldn't.
Why do I lie to myself?
At night I lay and think of how I want it to happen,
but it never does.
That’s the truth of it,
isn't it?
Nothing I do will ever be good enough for you.
I’m nothing, just that pathetic girl in the corner.
Why do I do this to myself?
I should have known.
Death of a Geisha
Black tears
White face
Blood red lips…
Blood stained dress.
This is what happens
When all that is near
Is torments and lies…
Only black fears.
Blood drops
No gain
All lost…
Only pain.
Swiftly cut skin
Now comes the cops
No regrets left…
When all life stops.
Midnight
Do you long to smell the sweet, warm fragrance of spring?
Or bathe in the glorious sunlight of the hot summer afternoon?
No, for you, it was always the cold milky white and ebony black midnights of autumn.
You were drenched in a sea of pearl colored lights as you went dancing with the stars.
They fell to the earth, pouring.
Like shimmering dew drops from heaven.
The tiny specks of a once sparkling balloon lofted their way to you, kissing your face and glistening in your hair.
And just before you could bottle up their radiant beauty, they would take flight.
Slowly melting from your world.
But not forever.
As you dreamed, and spent your days in the sunlight, those glowing dots of tantalum would come back to you every now and again.
Because, for you, it was always midnight.
Just Once More
Just once more she had longed to smell the sweet fragrance of spring,
To feel the warm sun hit her chest,
To taste the sweet lips of the living.
But for her it was just a memory she had collected somewhere.
Until the day he came.
He showed her love, excitement, and joy.
And for the first time, in years it seems, she had received her wish to dance among the living.
It was no longer a dream.
Just once more, he gave her life.
Let Me Die
let me die,
hold me tightly as i fade away,
are you my one?
feel my fingertips against your skin,
you feel like soft velvet.
am i the one for you?
coruse
please just close your eyes,
i'll take your pain away.
pretend i'm your only one,
as i slowly fade away.
let me die,
so painful are my feelings for you,
do you hurt as much as me?
press your body against mine.
this is our last time,
are you happy?
coruse
your my one but i'm not yours,
everytime we touch i ache,
is this how it will always be?
let me die slowly,
fading into the dark night,
are you happy?
coruse (x2)
fade away...
away...
heart
Yeah... they're pretty crappy... but... meh... all of those are also really old... kay... that's all...
