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I love to love the love. I learn to love the fear. I never wanna be alone. *sigh*.... We don't all get what we want. I wanna cry, but my eyes won't produce the tears. I wish I could be happier again.... I gotta get off this hope drug... See also Chemical Dependancy... I watched Choke again... I love you.... Idk why saying it makes me feel better...I'm only saying it to myself.... it's a mysterious mystery... you're a mystery spongebob... I knew I should've named her Debbie... Happy memories are bittersweet.. See also Bipolar.... I sneezed excuse me....Idk I guess. I'm not too sad but i'm not happy... "falling down stairs" is normal now to the point of expecting it. I COMMAND YOU TO LOVE ME ANYBODY ANYBODY ANYBODY..... anybody? GROD IN THE SKY TELL ME WHY