finally i get to eat my sandwich i described it to my kitty "rabbit food with a hint of what might be considered meat"
mmm my shower felt good extremely cold since i still fail at turning on the water heater (who likes messing around with a devise that the largest picture is a warning sign displaying an explosion with a burning person running away from it?) but being clean feels good
i made the sandwich an hour ago and have been constantly talking on the phone since then trying to figure out stuff about my sister's wedding there was a lot to figure out and i actually got a hold of everyone
my main point was trying to figure out why i cant bring my room mate apparently my sister feels he is a b*****d he tried to get with her and when she refused he got with me he is a controlling b*****d who has not made an effort to be nice to her or kris (how are you supposed to be nice to someone who stares you down in hatred?)
according to him yes he did screw my sister when she was drunk she had invited his friends to bring him for that specific purpose she was drunk and horny and forcing herself on him he was sober and had not had sex in two years he was not interested in her, she kept saying she did not want him to fall in love with her, it was just sex everybody went to a party and had a fun drunken night she went home with a different guy joe went home with his room mates and in the morning found my purse in the car so as a nice man, brought it back to my door he asked me out on a date that night he informed me that he did not want a quick fling, he wanted a full long term relationship (i did not care for that at the time) I started dating him later my sister was still alone for a bit and would get pissed off at me for going to joe's every night even after she found chris she would still be angry at me for not being home she spent her nights at chris's place, but i could not spend mine at joe's i went into depression started taking meds just about killed myself oddly enough i was interrupted by joe later he had me confront my sister that i was feeling like she was being controling i cant remember if this was before or after she had convinced me to break up with joe she had a great way of doing, she has the great promise lines she will let me hang out with her friends all summer, we will have a lot of fun needless to say she never invited me to play with her and her friends i love when she makes false promises makes me feel all warm inside
wow that is a lot of ranting anyway, so the point is he thinks she is just embarrassed about having slept with him and pissed off that he made me turn against her (she was a very controlling sister and i needed to get out of it some how, it was eating me up inside, well taking away whatever had made it through years of living with her)
i dont even care about that one night i like the guy and enjoy being around him i want him to come to the wedding
but i wont let him come to the wedding because that would be too mean to my sister it is her special day, and i know she would let herself ruin it if she saw i had a brought him though i dont mind the drama, i do mind ruining a once in a lifetime day for my sister
Fay Da Way · Tue Aug 31, 2010 @ 06:42pm · 0 Comments |