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currently 5 am, fell asleep at around 1 am
have had two dreams I remember
first dream was hanging out with several people, one of them was neir, was non stop flirting with him and wanting to get in his pants, what is my obsession with wanting to screw guys who act like assholes?
woke up and heard some fast walking in the hallway, it sounded quite loud so I thought my room mate was awake and walking around, at least I hope so otherwise I was in one of my annoying dreams where I think I am awake and then a monster slithers up the stairs and freaks me out, I say my room mate's name trying to keep my mind on him and hoping it is him, I ask him if he is awake, I hear rustling in his bed and the foot steps quicken rapidly, till I hear a meow as one of my pet kittens strolls into the room, jumps on my bed and snuggles with me, wow kitten you were making a lot of noise, then I fall asleep again
last dream was odd, I decided to go visit tyrell and hang out with him for a while.
I got shocked and embarrassed.
when I first got there I did not notice that anything was different.
sat down with him and his friend and played the new mario game that was out.
was too tired to follow along very well, it involved pushing a swinging block to knock something over then jumping over it to get to the new area, collecting random items, and having multi player where one person has to hold down a button so another can jump through it, and during the level select screen it was more like being inside a mario level, and it had falling blocks to where if you stand in one spot for too long they drop, my character got stuck at the bottom of the map. apparently it was not as much a mario game as an online mmo, where players are given the pieces to build their own world select area and their own worlds, but you have to unlock those options by being a long time player, then you also unlock special areas you can have in your world select that people can go to, so more people will visit your world if your a more advanced player, i thought it would have been funner if there were fire balls and traps in the world select area but the falling blocks and the having to jump across ledges was hard enough. was kinda fun but we only tried two worlds and I got annoyed because him and his friend had already played it a lot before and were acting very impatient that i did not know what was going on, like getting annoyed when instead of jumping to a specific platform to push the button I jumped to a different platform to collect the item then to the button, got annoying
after the game we went down stairs where i tried to find my stuff and get on my way
i picked up a bag of grocery snacks that I remembered bringing, and he said, what are you doing those are mine, and I gave it a second look and noticed it was from a store that I did not recognize.
then I saw his parents, his dad had the same hair cut but was shorter and skinnier and his mom had well groomed hair and was taller and super skinny, that was odd, they grabbed nice leather coats and headed out.
out the door across a large, beautifully stained deck, there was nice furniture on the deck.
I tried to find my coat, it was on the pile under a bunch of nice leather coats and other nice coats.
my coat had some odd water spots and dirt on it, yep was my coat
before going outside tyrell's new girlfriend walked into the room, she was an attractive gall about age 19 or 20 in looks but seemed more mature, her hair had blonde highlights, but unlike most people they looked really good on her, she was skinny but shaped well and well endowed, and had a very cute outfit on
(argh my dream is starting to get fuzzy and I cant remember the outfits or tattoos, that was one of the more interesting parts T.T )
we walk out onto the deck, his brother is just getting home, he is skinny as well, and his hair is cut in a very cute way, but he is still young so I shrug off my looking at him
I start chatting with ty, he explains how he has been working on his weightloss and on his hormone therapy, I look at him and notice that his body has changed, hadn't noticed before because he was wearing a very loose shirt, in the light of the evening unlike the darkness inside I can see that he has longer hair now and his features have grown somewhat more soft and feminine and his skin looks smooth to the touch.
he talks about how his girlfriend has been somewhat of a personal adviser and support, helping him along the way, a good substitute for cassandra (not sure why that was said)
He shows off his body by pulling his shirt tighter, his boobs are not very large, about a Bcup, but his stomach has trimmed down. not small and fit like his girlfriend but crazy progress in loosing weight.
you were not an extremely attractive woman, since you had still once been a man, but you were quite good looking, and well on your way to getting there.
girlfriend chimes in, we are only going for another 20 pounds, we are so close this isn't going to take long, but she said it in a different way which sounded super nice and supportive like she loves him the way he is but would like to see him reach his goal.
after her saying that, you leaned over and gave her a soft kiss on the lips.
this entire conversation I am having trouble talking, choking on my throat and unable to control the volume of my voice, unable to speak sometimes because I am embarrassed and upset.
you talk more about how you went through a company to help you, called the nostia depression testing agency (no idea what that would actually be but it was a company in my dream), it is a company which uses government money to fund research and the persons who are the research subjects. so the nice looking house, clothing, furniture, groceries was all funded by the government on the tax payers dollar, I lean into you and meanly say your welcome. (get so angry at odd things that use tax payer money, and seem to over use it, no reason the government should fund them well enough to get such a nice house, I guess unless it is part of the research, I really should not get so angry though)
you show off several tattoos you have gotten since you started, a small shoulder tattoo and a large neck tattoo. you say you use the neck one to record your progress, it is a large white chinese style dragon with swirling clouds around it which wraps around your entire neck and upper shoulders slightly past the neckline of your shirt, would think something so large would look gaudy but it looks good on you
we chat a bit more can't remember what about
then I woke up
wow finished writing this at 7am, took me two hours to write that, better start getting ready for work, room mate did not say when they were waking up for work, don't know if I feel comfortable taking a shower when I don't know when they will be wanting the bathroom
 Fay Da Way · Fri Sep 30, 2011 @ 01:02pm · 0 Comments |
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