had two dreams last night one about going to detour and one about ty
for the detour one that path was ruff so we start out walking through a town everybody is dancing shaking the area then the volcano goes off lava fills the streets as the town sinks and burns for some reason the group is the simpsons they have to go back for maggy homer ends up falling into lava and burning but dont worry he will come back later after town you have to make several vine sings to the right poles and vines otherwise u will never make it i usually suck at this part but this time i do well and lead everyone to safety we all make it to the big additorium where there is a speaker and a bunch of other people then a stage drops from the ceiling covering up half the crowd we were in back seats but now we are about 7 rows from the stage i think they claim to be the band hirvana or something like that they play something that sounds like an oldy but warped and disturbing we get board so we switch to talking oh yah i forgot the fact that at some point in there a bunch of sugary goo got dumped all over my face john attempts to lick it off by kissing me i become completely disgusted and try to push him away there are some guys behind us complaining that we should not sit in the isle we move to let some people through, but we just sit right back down in the isle sandra finds some nice looking blond guy and has him take a picture holding up her gaia name so she can use it as a self picture just to mess with people further then they try to get a picture of me and john together saying they want a picture of the couple i push john away and again say ew no all i can think about is getting this stuff off my face and going over to sit back by joe i barely notice the six guitarists up on stage when the band is done we all clime down the ladderless hallway go through another gate some more vine swinging and some walking and we get to our first break away section "how to win and oscar" ackwardly set in a trophy room which looks oddly like a day care and only has three trophies one of which reads "oscar 18th place" what kind of an oscar is that to win?
so onto the dream about ty well i dont remember most of it i just remember a very intense emotion in the dream i had a very strong need and want to be with ty
when I woke up I wondered if that is kinda like a smoker who is going to quit's last cigarette dream strongly wanting but not taking
I did not want to sleep again after having it I watch joe walk by leaving for work I said have a good day at work, he ignored me then i fell back to sleep
joe does not seem to like pleasant hellos good-byes and how are yous I have asked him how was his night, and he replied with, I don't know I was sleeping that is not a nice response and his tone made it sound mean like it was making fun of me for asking
that is one thing i could never get along with him about is his possible sense of humor
maybe that is the reason i had the dream about ty just wanting to be back with him wanting to get back to the happy get out of this funk i seem to have gotten into i don't want to wake up in the morning this is the first day of the last 3 that i have gotten up before 12
but i cant get out of this using ty because that would be all that it would be is using him
Fay Da Way · Tue Aug 24, 2010 @ 05:23pm · 0 Comments |