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these are notes taht i left in my phone for a while and am now posting on here so that i may delete them off my phone it will be good to get rid of these wothless messeges which are filling my notes section
do not abuse me
adorible song i heard a little girl singing: go to sleep you little baby, u n me n ala maks three dont need much other lovin baby= my thought: does that mean that alla is the devil? (refering to the song verse i remember it being: you and me and the devil makes three dont need no other loving baby)
it is fun to love things that can not hurt you, can not get angry, can not leave, can not burn you, can not be mean, can not love
i love but i abuse
why m i so imature?
elaine is changing for better i m not
i like to write notes to myself when no one is paying attention to me
i have no friends they dont really care to hang out with me, indiference to my existence
i need to be more consistant with my emotions
going home reminds me how lazy i am
i feel like my care, want to be able to continue being useful, but a few important parts are broken n it hurts for me to run, if cars had pain
i love everything about him, he has is everything i have am want, he makes me feel wanted n good about myself, plus jamily likes him, so why do i not date him? (joe)
i like feeling sleepy, im less able to feel self concious, n i find peace n comfort in most things, n im happy to be alive
i eat when im nervous i drink water when im upset i write notes to myself when im lonely
start positive thinking group, hapy about life, hapy magazine, hapy forum, mascot, analize phraze how do u c the meaning, computer
i sit in a shoe stor n am engolfed in sour grapes, i have no reason n can not get myself to try on or buy shoes so i complain about them
now that im awake im finding it hard to sleep
2 hundred sent text plus 3 hundred recieved, all of which r not under the plan damnit damnit damnit
i hate me 12:45 am
im trying to decide what i need, but as i narow down posibilities i end with nothing, the only thing my mind will not alow me to cancel out off needs is God
lol holy awakening, is it a messege from God if u r sinning n he sens a fish to attack u n get u to stop? or is the fish just a fish?
snuggling tyrell is top thing in my mind at this moment
mor comfort around tyrell thenn joe
more to comm..........
This morning I poured melted butter on the linoleum and slid around in bear feet.
Fay Da Way · Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 07:24pm · 0 Comments |
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