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Outside looking in?
Avoiding Math Homework.
I'm sure we've all had moments where we find ourselves a bit detached from our lives. Perhaps only for a few moments, to stand as a third party observer, watching the drastic changes that occur daily in our lives. The changes we hardly ever pay any mind to.
To have a moment like that is nothing short of strange. We're so used to being caught up in the trials and tribulations that occurs throughout our day to day lives, that we very often forget to realize the beauty of life, how often life can be comparable to the seasons. We can find ourselves trapped in the freezing tundra of our worst situations, or fueled by the intensity of hot passion and emotions, or even jumping into a pile of beautiful autumn leaves. And just like the seasons, none of these feelings are forever. Just like the seasons, situations will change, leaving us staring at another landscape, forcing us to collect ourselves and adjust properly to the change.
Recently I suppose, I've stopped to look at the events in my own life. Certain situations have caused me to wish to be more more of a third party observer. Of course, that never lasts. The urge to join life is too strong to most, including myself. However, it does offer some insight on my life, what I should do with that insight, or how I should even being to process it I haven't yet figured out.
I went back to my High School, to ask an old teacher for a book. And I've actually acquired a job as a stage hand at the performing arts center there. It's kind of odd to be honest. Going back to work at my High School. True, it hasn't been that long since I graduated, but even in the few months since I left, I find that my life has drastically change. I've changed. (Hopefully for the better.) I don't feel part of that world I used to live it at all anymore.
You never notice how drastically your life is changing. Not until you allow yourself to become a momentarily third party observer. It's just odd I guess. Looking back on where you were this time last year. How your concerns were so different, even the friendships you held were different.
I don't know, this blog really has no purpose or point what so ever.. Just a means of avoiding my massive amount of math homework that is due tomorrow (I'm insanely bad at math.)
And I know, I felt like being ultra corny. =)
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