Colche: An interesting girl who lives in the duplex directly below me. She doesn't seem to have had much contact with people before now.
Colche grows, and it is a beautiful thing. While she physically grows into a beautiful creature, she mentally grows in a way I cannot comprehend. Perhaps this experiment is doing more good for her than bad. She is exposed to a natural (or semi-natural) world, and is finding beauty in it.
Greer Cassenwari: A kind, and
very honest woman. She is the one who told me what lies in store for me here, and verified my fears about the Doctor.
Greer is like a sister to me. When I was in some of my darkest places, she needed only say a few comforting words and I found myself again.
Amaya Vaughen: A spunky young girl. Too young. Seems a little self-concious, but I envy her spirit. With all the kind people residing here, I'm sure she'll find more confidence yet.
Ian Campbell: It seems I cannot deny it anymore. I have totally and completely fallen in love with him. The memory of Jerrick plagues me still. I
cannot love another.
No matter where I go, he follows me still. I cannot hide from him, in my dreams, in my waking hours. When I see him, I feel as though I may die, but when I am without, I know I will.
A transformation stronger than any Moreau could inflict has taken place! I am in love with Ian, and nothing is going to make me deny that any longer. I have come to a realization. I cannot hide from the truth, or it will destroy me. How it feels to love and be loved in return, I can't even express in words!
I need time... I know it sounds a foolish excuse, but there is much yet to do, and until it is done, Ian and I must-
Ambrose Maurlias: I don't feel like I know much about him, only that he is kind and very mature. I hope to see him again. I should take him up on that invitation...
It seems I have found a kindred spirit. He, too, has lost a love in his admittance to the Island. However, he had been reunited with her.
It causes me to wonder. I miss Jerrick so, but would I feel better if he were here with me?
Considering the other option, perhaps I would...
Julian Vorpalle: A kind and sweet young man. I think I'm beginning to get through to him. I feel quite an affinity with him. He's a good friend.
It grows far more difficult for poor Julian. As does it grow harder for me to help him. The Cheshire Cat is strong, and I am not sure I can survive facing him alone again. But I must hold on... for both of us.
My heart is pained. Something happened that I can only blame myself for. How could I act that way toward him without realizing just how he may react? And now, he wants something that I cannot give him...
I feel a guilt deeper than any guilt I have felt before. I left Julian to the dogs - or to the Cat... and he has paid the price. Perhaps the time alone will one day strengthen him, but at the moment he seems only a shadow of his former self.
Lauren (Thorn): I've only met her as "Thorn." She seems to have quite an attitude. The only person I've met so far who actually
likes the Doctor. She doesn't seem to even know the meaning of the word compassion.
I have met her again, only to have my dislike and pity for her grow. She suffers something great. I think Doctor Moreau has some sort of connection with her - how else would she feel compassion for that... devil? I fear I have turned her against Julian... and I'm not sure which of them to fear for...
Timothy Matthews: A very sweet young man, and a
very talented musician. We had a little "jam session." I hope we'll do it again soon.
Pyroth Ignatius: After more than a shaky first impression, it's surprising that we seem to have hit if off so well. He gave me a lot of courage where I thought I had none. We can beat the Doctor yet.
Awen Zyn: I have met her only on two or three occasions, and didn't get a chance to really talk to her. She seems an amiable person. Very sweet and... colourful - literally.
Emelyn White: A great help when I was desperately in need. She was very, very kind to me, even though she had to trick me to take me to
get help. I have suspiscions about how she feels towards Moreau...
Emelyn is another true friend in this dark place. She very aptly brought me back to my senses when I was acting a complete fool. She certainly got the worst end of it, and I am only too grateful that she forgave me.
Emelyn is apparantly in the labs, for she was gravely injured. Lucas and I wrote her a letter. I hope that the doctors will give it to her, and I hope that she finds in it the strength to heal.
Jamal Reedy: Met only in passing. Can't make any judgements at this point. Seemed a very
strong personality, though.
Joliette Rigiel: A photographer. That alone opens up for connections, though I never got the chance to talk to her about it. She helped me out a great deal.
I'm starting to see a trend. Am I becoming too dependent? Or was I always like this...?
Dr. Madison: Don't know much. I was mostly unconscious during my 'meeting' with her. Only vague visions tell me that there may be one staff member here who actually wants to help.
Rex Vadnais:He is an overall sweet person. Though a part of me is warning me against him. Nature is insisting that he is a predator, and I the prey. How can we work together to keep our sanity when so much is fighting to keep us apart?
... It seems that I have taken on the role of "prey" in more than one way with this young man. I do not believe that his -
forward - actions toward me were completely intentional. After all, there are more things at play in our minds from these feral transformations. Perhaps we can eventaully mend this tattered 'friendship' we've sewn.
Avery Calder:Avery is very sensitive. The first time I saw him, he was crying. The next, on the brink of tears.
It is completely understandable. Any grown man has an excuse to act that way face with the fate that Avery is facing. I only wish more people could share their emotions like that.
Bobby Reynolds:What a wonderful woman! When it seemed I couldn't get any happier, she mad it happen! In these dark times, I shall not soon forget her kindness.
But, what she said about marriage...
Zachary Bloodstone:Zachary seems to be injured in some way. He seems intent on denying the good in anything, and yet, I find myself attracted toward him. He is by far one of the people I find are the easiest to speak with. Perhaps it is only because he is the only predator who hasn't made some attempt to turn me into dinner.
Nita MacNeal:I worried for Nita greatly when we first met in the cafeteria. The guards came to administer an injection, and I took her to her room, where I set her to bed to prepare for her coming pain.
It is never fair, especially for one so innocent and kind.
Alec Derring:I believe Alec and I may have been able to hit it off, if it weren't for our companion frightening the Deer away.
Chana Cohen:A reality check. That is what Chana offered me, right when I needed it. The reality was this - the world is a gorgeous place. And if one does not take the time to realize it, and revel in it, everything that composes your own world will fall apart.
BillyWe have had many meetings, all of which have ended in varying states of discomfort. First, it ended in his bitter remarks and insults, after I had only offered to help. Next, he spilled his life story to me, leaving us both in awkward silence.
I recently found him in a strange lethargic state outside the village whilst retrieving my notes. He desperately needed water. I wonder if his mental state was an effect of the serum? I pray this is not true...
Kaveri Porter:An artist. A unique one, yes, but is that not neccessary in a true visionary? I felt a profound sense of irony that my hope should be rekindled and my light renewed in a place that looked and smelled of death and darkness. Kaveri has a light of her own that reflects this same strange essence. It is a powerful thing.
Newt Filinias:Maryke:Lucas Wickham:Richard Harrison:Liamh:AND
Emerwyn's Personal Possesions
All she managed to save from the wreck was her memory book, which was with her at all times. It became damaged in the shipwreck.
In the very first page is the treasured photo of Jerrick, leaning up against a rail at the airport, by an open window. Sunlight streams perfectly over his blonde-brown hair.
