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 Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 11:48 pm
. Journal . Sooooo....Upate?
Written By: Xbalanque
TL;DR: Kay reflects on...things?
Entry:
Uhh, wow. I just...have pretty shitty luck, don't I? There was a car crash, poor Pilot. Then I find Evari in tears at the park, something about her Guardian getting another kid...I dunno, I was too busy being beaten on. You know, for such a small girl she really does have quite the punch!
On the bright side, I'm still training, I can feel myself getting stronger every day, which is awesome. Just you wait Faris, one day, you'll get what's coming to you!
Quin left me a note the other day, after a little breakdown I had with Na. I didn't even realize he was home...I kind of want to take him up on his offer, but how do you bring it up? I mean we have fun, we snark at each other, but when is it 'right' to bring up something like that? I guess I'll just have to spring it out of no where or something. I dunno, I don't really like breaking up a good time for something so heavy.
Ah well, I'll figure it out.
Quint, if for some stupid a** reason you've decided to become a snoop, you're not ALWAYS a raging a*****e, but it's so cute how you keep trying. =D
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Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 11:50 pm
. Roleplay Logs . AIM RP - Oh, You've grown!
Featuring: Xbalanque, Deimos, Gera
Link: --Being Transcribed--
Synopsis: A recently grown Deimos attempts to find Kay, Gera and the shop...but gets lost! Luckily, Kay was absolutely starving and dragged Gera into town for some food, which had them stumble across the pink haired one.
AIM RP - Mrrh's Arrival
Featuring: Xbalanque, Roxanne, Mrrh
Link: Here
Synopsis: Kay decides to teach Roxy how to juggle, but while he's practicing, the shrunken head falls from his juggling grasp...and rolls away?! Before anyone knows what's going on, Mrrh's come to life! He tells them he knows a lot about them, but the question remains...is Kay...Mrrh's Dad?AIM RP - Roxy's Bleeding?!
Featuring: Xbalanque, Roxanne
Link: --Being Transcribed--
Synopsis: Kay goes to visit Roxy...and instead finds that she had cut herself! The cut was accidental and superficial, but Kay still gets a little off in the head...
Let's do stuff
Featuring: Xbalanque, Quint
Link:
Synopsis: Quint, in a bout of epic boredom, tracked down Kay and forced him to hang out. They talk about girls (Flirting and Victoria, mostly), and instead of going to play laser tag, Kay talks Quint into trying to get a tattoo. One thing led to another, and with Kay's charisma level, the Tattoo artist put some permanent ink on Quint. Then they had pizza, then they went home, and life was awesome.
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Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 11:55 pm
. Solo . Bad Memories come Flooding Back...
Featuring: Xbalanque
TL;DR: The girl from his Kid to Preteen response? Totally finds him again. She guilt trips him into offering to do anything she wanted, and after saying she would think about it, initiates a kiss. She leads him to the bed, he happily follows, and it fades to black.
Entry:
Things were starting to look up, finally. The car incident had been dealt with, and everything else that had come up in his path was more or less doable. Everything was fine, just fine. He was up and about like always, meeting new people, re-meeting old friends, and aside from a little off meeting with Roxy that involved her finger bleeding, life was awesome.
Kay rounded a corner, and quite literally bumped into someone who he had only seen once, but would remember for the rest of his life; the little girl who had called him for help. They had both grown since then, but he recognized her right away, his chest tightening and stomach sinking in complete guilt. It was clear she recognized him, too; how could she not? It was hard to forget someone with a skull plate and a snake growing out of their head.
"It's...you." Kay said stupidly, staring down at the blonde girl with the very blue eyes. The girl, who was still about the same age as he, gave a painful gasp and turned on her heel, instantly running away from him. "...Hey, WAIT!" Kay yelled after her, breaking into a run after a few stunned seconds of surprise. He didn't know why he ran after her, he just knew that he had to. He had to catch up with her, he had to apologize to her. He had to make everything right again.
A few corners later, and he lost sight of her. Still, he continued his desperate search for her; he needed her forgiveness. Something seemed to be possessing him, making him desperate to find her. He caught sight of her again, and without yelling to alert her of his presence, he followed after her, keeping up. She was still trying to lose him it seemed, zigzagging through buildings and back alleys.
It didn't cross his mind that she was leading him somewhere.
Soon enough she entered into a dark apartment building, and without thinking he wandered right in after her, following her up to the room. By that time, they were both panting from all the running, and Kay was too focused on apologizing to her to care where they were.
"Wait." He gasped out, despite the fact that both of them had stopped already. "I'm sorry, I'm really really sorry." The young man had bent over, resting his hands on his knees, looking up at her. She was doubled over like he was, panting like he was, but where his expression showed remorse, hers was filled with anger and pain.
"You ruined my life!" She cried at him, her voice full of spite. "You said you would come back!" The blonde preteen, full of rage, rushed forward with tears streaming down her face, hitting the sides of her fists against Kay's chest. It would have reminded him of how Evari had done it...had he not been so focused on her pain, on his guilt. He didn't even notice the door close shut behind him, seemingly on its own accord. On instinct, Kay reached out, wrapping his arms around the girl, holding her so close against him that she couldn't hit him anymore.
"I'm sorry...I'm so, so sorry...I...I didn't know...know what to do. I'm so sorry." Kay said as though it hurt him too, nuzzling his face into her hair. The girl, who was still struggling against him, dug her nails into his skin, clinging to his flesh in lieu of a shirt.
"You're not! You don't care, you didn't care then and you don't now! Stop lying!" She hissed at him through clenched teeth, enough to make him flinch.
"I do care! I do! If there is anything I could do to make it better, to make up for it, please, please tell me...Please...I just want to make it right." Though he had attempted to bury it so long ago, it did still bother him. Now faced with the girl he had abandoned in the street, he just wanted to release himself from that guilt.
The girl just sniffled. "A...Anything?" She repeated, lifting her teary blue gaze to him. The girl stared at him until he nodded, however weakly...and after a moment or two, she released her nails from his skin, lifting both hands to rub at her eyes. Still, Kay did not let her go.
"O-okay, I...I'll think of something. Wuh-What's your name?" She hiccuped out, seeming to force herself into calming down. Sooner than expected, she did manage to stop crying, but she made no move to back away from him. Poor Kay was feeling too guilty to realize that this...was being overcome a little faster than it should have been. "What's your name?"
"Xbalanque." He responded quickly, apparently doing his best to give her anything she wanted right away, even if it was just his name. "But everyone just calls me Kay." He informed her, looking down at her still mildly puffy eyes. The eye colour was wrong, but she really did look like Roxy to him...maybe it was all that blonde hair, or maybe the way she clung to him. "...Yours?"
"Kalyana." The blonde girl said slowly, sniffling and moving to rest her head on his shoulder. There was a sudden silence that filled the room; Kalyana clung onto Kay, and Kay merely held her, waiting to be told what to do. "Stay with me tonight, Xbalanque? J-Just this once?" She asked with a little pleading whimper to her voice. "I th-thought I was over it, b...but...I s-saw you and..." Every word, every sniffle and every hiccup seemed to stab him; his heart ached for her, and the guilt he felt was overwhelming.
"...Yes, of course. I'll stay." He murmured. "I'll stay, I promise, just don't...don't start crying again." Kay pleaded with her, just wanting to see her smile. It was something he had never seen before; every time they had met thus far, she had been in tears. It had to stop, he wanted to make it stop, and in a comforting manner, he bowed his head that little bit, pressing a small kiss to her forehead. Kalyana's sniffling was picking up again, and like he had done to a few girls already, he pressed another kiss to her forehead, and then a second to her cheek. "It's okay, I promise. I'll make up for it." He told her, resting her forehead against hers. By nature he was a very touchy-feely person, and he thought nothing different or odd about such close and intimate contact.
Despite the close proximity, Kay could see her clearly; this girl, even with puffy eyes, was incredibly pretty. What he was not expecting, was that Kalyana would tilt her head a little bit, an almost shy expression on her face, brushing her lips feather light against his. Even more...Kay didn't expect that shiver that ran up his spine, one that urged him to close the very small distance between their lips.
He kissed her; it was his first kiss, and while it was born from suffering, it was incredibly sweet. Awkward, but sweet. Butterflies danced in his stomach when she returned his kiss with a surprising eagerness, and before he knew it, she was tugging on his upper arms, leading him back towards the bed. Hormones took over and he only happily followed, crawling over her and into her open arms when she laid down on the bed.
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Posted: Sat May 15, 2010 1:56 am
. Solo . Bad Memories come Flooding Back...Part Two!
Featuring: Xbalanque
TL;DR: The next morning, Kay wakes up and goes to leave, but is stopped by Kalyana, who makes him promise to return that night, at sunset. He does as promised, and Kalyana asks him to kill her Uncle. He refuses, she tries to reign him in...and soon resorts to cutting her own arm. Kay blacks out...and Kalyana gets her way.
Entry:
The next morning, Xbalanque woke up in an apartment he only barely recognized, naked on the bed beside a still sleeping blonde haired girl. He stared at her for a moment, his gaze tracing the naked form that the flimsy blanket couldn't hide, his attention moving to the bite marks that he knew were from Nahual. Naturally the night before flooded back to him, and he wasn't quite sure what to make of it. How did it happen? Well, he knew how...but it was still so hard to believe.
In his attempt to get out of the bed, Kalyana stirred, rolling onto her back and stretching her arms out in front of her, peeking a sleepy eye open at the young Shaman.
"Mm..Mornin', Xbalanque." She murmured with a yawn. When she realized he was trying to leave the bed, she gasped and rolled over with a flinch, grabbing his wrist and staring at him with wide eyes. "Don't leave!" She ordered him, her voice in a panic. The guilty feeling rose, and despite his better judgement, he sank back to sit down on the bed again, still a little sore from the night before. "Where were you going?"
"...Home." He said honestly, looking down into her panicked blue eyes. "I...I didn't tell Na I was going to be out...she must be really worried..." He tried to explain, hoping she wouldn't mind that he was referring to a Parent. Surprisingly, she did seem unphased, and instead looked down as if contemplating it.
"Oh..." She said softly, chewing on her bottom lip. Then, with a sweet expression, lifted her gaze to meet his. "If...If I let you go home now...would you come back here tonight...?" Kalyana pouted in what most people referred to as a 'puppy dog pout', trying to win him over even more; she knew he had him in her grasp now, she was merely trying a different tactic. Poor Kay did not realize this, but still felt obligated to nod.
"I will, I promise." Kalyana released his wrist then, rolling over and snuggling back into the sheets, her eyes closing like she was going to go back to sleep.
"At sunset." She said, much flatter than her earlier sweet tone, and then fell silent, apparently falling asleep. Kay found his pants, put them back on...and as quietly as he could, left.
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Switch was surprised to see him; she claimed that she expected to see him at the shop later, but with a wave Kay told her that would not be the case. He wasn't feeling well, he just wanted to stay home today...whatever answer got her to leave him alone, that was the one he used. After showering he lounged around for the day, avoiding conversation of where he had been the previous night.
Quint was understandably suspicious, but did not seem to press the issue, instead leaving Kay alone to go off and do whatever else he felt like doing. The day passed pretty quickly, and after telling Na that he'd be out late but would probably just crash in the shop, he left to head to the dirty old apartment building where Kalyana apparently lived.
She was waiting for him outside, wearing a cloak and jeans, apparently; everything else was hidden. When she noticed him, her expression brightened, and once he was close enough she slid up to him, brushing a pale hand from his stomach up to his chest, rounding back to hold his neck. Her real greeting for him was a kiss, one he found himself returning on instinct rather than want.
"I...I thought of something you could do for me." She purred sweetly, placing one of his hands around her back, the other to press against her hip. While Kay had enjoyed their time together, he was still understandably hesitant; it had been an accident that felt way too good, but still...he barely knew this girl, and had only made her life a hell!
"What is is?" He asked, having brightened at the possibility of making it up to her. Kalyana chuckled at his eagerness, and went to nuzzle her head under his chin.
"After...that day, I was adopted by my Uncle...and he did bad things, r-really...really bad things." Her voice started to break and she tightened her hug on him; he couldn't see it, but her expression had not changed. She still looked pretty happy for someone who was apparently distraught. "I...I want you to kill him."
Kay paused.
The words sunk in.
His heart tightened.
"W-WHAT?" He cried out, stepping back away from her as though shocked, his hands moving from around her to hold her shoulders, staring at her with a wide eye. "Y-You want me to....what?!" He repeated, hoping and praying that he had heard her wrong. Kalyana wanted him to murder someone? Really?! It was horrible that he did bad things to her, but...she wanted him to kill her Uncle?!
"Xbalanque, you said you would do anything!" She shot back as though scared he would refuse, her expression finally changing into wide eyed hope. His flinch at her rebuttal pleased her, and with a bit of a purr she moved his hands, stepping forward again. "Pleeease, Xbalanque? Please? You said you would..." Kay's brow furrowed, looking quiet torn.
"B...But Kalyana...I couldn't...I mean, I can't..." He was trying to draw away from her, but Kalyana wasn't going to have it. She gripped his sides, lifting an angry glare.
"You're such a liar! You told me you cared! You said you would do anything! You ruined my life, and now you won't help me fix it?! You're a horrible person! Horrible!" Kay flinched again, his heart clenching with despair.
"I...I really want to help, but Kalyana...I can't kill someone...Anything else, I'll do it, Just not...not that." Kalyana glowered at him, growling under her breath. The sweet talking hadn't worked and the guilt trip just wasn't working either...she had to resort to something else, then.
"Then...then you leave me no choice!" She cried out, moving a few steps away from him and producing a dagger from her cloak. Stretching out her right arm, bare from the sleeveless top she had been wearing, and pressed the blade against her skin, in the middle of her forearm. With a gasp Kay froze, staring wide eyed at the wound. He held his breath, not wanting to breathe, not wanting to let that darkness slip into him again. A little well of blood sprung from the where the dagger tip was pressed, and Kay's hands clenched at his sides.
"You have to obey me." She hissed at him, pressing the dagger in a little further. It hurt her...but the ends justified the means, and she needed his cooperation. Kay flinched, and while his face contorted with the pain of trying to hold those horrible, blood-lusting feelings back, he nodded. He was just going to agree with her, he had no choice...any more blood and...well, there was no Roxy here, to pull him back.
"Every time you don't, I'll make you." Kalyana hissed again, her lips twisting into a grin. Again he nodded, but just barely. Anything to make her cover her wound, to make her hide the blood that was slowly dripping from her pale arm. Kalyana stepped closer to him, holding her bloody arm out towards him. Kay couldn't move; something was stopping him from running away, and he had just enough will power to stop himself from running forward. "Let this be a lesson to you." She growled at him, still stepping closer, until she was nearly pressing against him again, her arm extended over his shoulder to have the wound so close to his face. It was the left side of his face; he could see the blood as much as he could smell it...
The world as he knew it became black, his mind growing so dark that he, Kay, blacked out...but his body remained standing. His breathing went from erratic to calm, deep...his hands unclenched and he seemed to relax. His bright red eye, now so dark it was nearly black, remained fixed on the bloody arm that was so dangerously close.
"Shaman, my Shaman..." Kalyana purred out, calling him by a name that was clearly a pet name. At the voice his lip curled into a sneer and his left arm shot up, grabbing tightly onto Kalyana's wrist. With a jerking motion he pulled her closer to him, his tongue brushing the bloody wound, his nails digging relentlessly into her flesh. She did not try out in pain, but merely purred in pleasure. "Good boy...Now...about my Uncle..."
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Posted: Sat May 15, 2010 2:01 am
. Roleplay Logs . Porn in my Curio shop, more likely than you think
Featuring: Xbalanque, Switch, Perry
Link:
Synopsis: Perry heads into the Curio Shop, drawn by a mysterious ad...only to overhear a very panicked and slightly angry Switch, asking Kay what had happened! Apparently the boy had woken up in rough shape, including some fresh looking claw marks on his side...
Swimming Pool and The Melting Pot
Featuring: Xbalanque, Victoria
Link:
Synopsis: Victoria was heading to the pool, and unluckily for her, Kay spotted her! He tracked her down, forced her to learn how to tread water, and then took her out for some fondue.
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Posted: Sat May 15, 2010 2:12 am
. Journal . What the ******** style="font-size: 10px">
Written By: Xbalanque
TL;DR: Kay freaks out about not knowing ********, man. Here I thought things were getting better.
I think...I think I hurt someone, really bad...
I don't know what happened. Or how. I don't even remember what happened before that...just...I went back to her place at sunset, and she...asked me to do something, but I can't remember what. Then I woke up by myself in the shop in some kinda pain. There's this like, claw gash in my side, and my nails were all broken with blood under them. Other than that I was clean though...
But what the ******** happened to me? What did I do? What happened to Kalyana?
Na was all worried and stuff, and really angry about those claw ********, I just wish I could remember how I got them...I want to give her an answer, I really, really do. But I don't know!
What the hell is happening to me?
I've...I've never blacked out before...
I don't know anymore.
What do I know?
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I know...I ******** up Kalyana's life, and I have to make it up to her. However she wants me to.
I know I had sex with her.
I know that she must have done something to make me black out.
I know I keep looking at the newspaper, hoping that whatever I did or did not do doesn't make the papers...
I know this is ******** scary.
I know...I ******** up.
I know I want....something.
I just don't know what.
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 1:01 am
. Catching Up . Timeline - From the last post until Now
Kay is a Teenager! Dun Dun Duuuuun.
Kid!Roxy shows off some skimpy wardrobe changes (that Mrrh suggested she do, that b*****d!) and makes Kay uncomfortable. He starts to avoid her.
Kay Runs into Evari, almost loses some potential dates, but ends up sleeping with Evari. Things work out.
Kay Finds Faris at the beach, scares the beejesus out of her and makes her uncomfortable by telling her she's pretty. Then teases the hell out of her until she beats him at volleyball.
Finds Bug pickpocketing and instead of reprimanding her, tells her she should be careful. Ends up buying lunch for her.
Preteen!Roxy finds Kay, he admits there was a reason he was avoiding her (including asking her if she knew what a ***** was, which was how he felt). She agrees to give him some space, and in turn he agrees to try Karaoke with her one day.
Vance is put into his Babysitting care while Donovan goes to watch volleyball games (for the sport, honestly! The racks on those chicks have nothing to do with it). Funnily enough, Kay ends up being admired because he has the kid with him.
Kay gets a phone call from a drugged and drunk Roxy, he rushes to her rescue and beats some deadbeats. Takes care of Roxy that night.
Kalyana still comes around on occasion, using her blood to make him black out. He wakens every time with new scars and no memories.
Goes to try and see Anon again, but is stopped by Mrrh. Mrrh refuses to let him see Anon, Kay doesn't understand but tries to ruffle Mrrh's feathers because he can, eventually Kay gives up and leaves.
Victoria Makes her grand reentrance into his life. They were supposed to catch up on old times. They have sex instead.
Kay pretends to have a sweet tooth and gets cornered by Piper and Graham.
He's so smart. Instead of chasing tail he gets blackmailed into teaching Arts and Crafts to some kids. He meets Lilah and she is amusing to him.
Brotherly Bonding Time! Kay harasses Quint; somehow manages to get him drunk; they break into an aquarium; Quint decides killing the shark isn't worth it; they go home.
Attempts to try Karaoke with Roxy. He fails, she asks him to date her, he tries to talk her out of it. He fails miserably. He promises to try and be loyal. They have sex.
Victoria comes back and tells him that she is pregnant. Kay just kinds goes 'wuh'. He starts avoiding everyone like the plague.
Then Metaplot things happen where important books end up being burned.
Runs into Evari, it does not go so well. First he tells her about Roxy, then about the Babies. Evari was under the impression a nameless deadbeat knocked up Tori and left; Kay explains, they go back to Evari's house. Though upset about the situation, he submits to her wanting sex. There goes being loyal.
Cornered by Quint about Victoria's pregnancy and the babies, more specifically why Kay 'gave up' responsibility of them. Kay explains his side of the story, Quint relents, Kay promises to never run away again, and says that he WILL tell Switch about the babies...after he sees them. Leaves to...
Finally confront Victoria about the infants and the way she handled the entire thing. And everything else.
Now you are up to speed!
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