• I want it all to be a dream
    That it wasn’t what it seemed.
    It never was supposed to be like this.
    We never were supposed to have that first kiss.

    So why do the memories stick to me.
    I am trying so hard not to believe
    That you’re gone.
    It’s just a nightmare that’s gone horribly wrong.

    The dastardly hero doesn’t die by the benevolent villain
    But instead gets broken by the damsel in distress.
    Saved by the witch by of healing medications
    And cursed by the angels to damnation
    To Hell
    Oh wish me well.

    Don’t you wish that life could be a fairytale?
    Live happily ever after?
    Such an easy path to happiness.
    Why can’t it be real?
    Why can’t it be real?

    Like Botulinum,
    Slowly,
    Working,
    Its way up towards the heart
    Shutting down motor functions
    Emotions upside down.

    I smiled when I should have cried
    And died when I saw your smile
    But I am glad cause
    I didn't have the time to see you cry .

    Malice, hatred, and pain utmost
    Oh where did the army go?
    Where did they go?
    Crying a room, Believing the lie,
    Oh, where did the army go?
    Oh, where did the army go?