• Thinking of everything, but the thought of you being with her brings tears to my eyes its killing me inside. My heart feels like it is split in two I’m dying deep down inside the pain is too great for me to handle. Seeing you with her kills me more and more every day, the darkness is getting to close this time. Every thought of her and you makes the darkness get closer, I feel like I can’t breathe. I’m laying the corner gasping for air I look over to see the cuts on my arms to see the blood racing out of me. Why did it come to this, I look up at the ceiling and take my last breath of air closing my eyes I think of you then I see a light it is not darkness nor pain it is peace.