• fallin in love but your love isn't taken
    best friend is n a** and your friendship is fakein
    family across on far side of the country
    living a life of most would call lonely

    darkness is my left
    anger is my right
    time is against
    living only day to day
    never finding myself
    never having my way
    still to this day i stop to wonder
    on how i keep from life from slippin out from under


    so as i look in the mirror and start to think
    i get closer and closer to the dark quiet brink
    alone in the bathroom only me and a knife
    wouldnt that end all of worlds pain
    only to leave a body and a blood stain

    as suicide is a selfish death
    so i press on to breathe my next breath
    as pressure is only why one dose one thing
    as pressure is why i want my ending

    but as i look to the future of mine
    i see that
    everything will be fine
    so i warm up my hands
    and get a pad and a pen
    to let loose my feelings once again

    in a poem
    in words
    in my heart the feelings wrote
    with words not any words you would see in a note

    so filling the line in my notebook today
    i must say
    it helps me get away
    to live n fight another day
    till life comes again and with its dismay

    till then i have a poem to end
    n its a mission that will never end
    cause its a message i send
    not just a poem you comprehend?