• When someone you love is gone you wonder how life can continue on with out them.
    You wonder " how can life still go on?" or " How can the sun still shine when i feel so blue?"
    The answer I found is not a simple one or an easy one, but it's true.
    That you should still go on regardless of feeling as if you have just had your heart shot through.

    It is hard when they are gone to move on.
    I found this out too.
    I left a girl who would have done anything for me. I left and I told her to move on to.
    She says that moving on is an impossiblity because of the things I do.

    I still can't find the courage to breakup with her like I should.
    You see I may have been honest to her but she deserves a better man.
    One who actually deserves to follow her every command.
    But she says that I'm the worthy one, the one to kiss her and love her and hold her hand.

    I keep telling her to move on.
    In love and pain she says that she will wait for my return.
    It makes me feel like I have things that I have never before earned.
    That someone would love me when i myself know how I have made my own stomach churn.

    Before I left she gave me something that I still wear on my left finger to remind me that she still loves me.
    It's a silver ring that shines whenever I think about her.
    Basically it shines all the time wishing to be with her.
    She cries when i call to tell her that I still love her and I still cry at night when I realize that I wont get to see her.

    School has been a torture without her near me.
    I feel lost without her laughter and smile to warm everything inside.
    I feel like a small child who still loves to hide.
    i try to get along without her and all I manage is an empty smile that belongs to a groom without his bride.