• Sometimes I feel like something’s just not right ......


    Sometimes I wonder if it's all worth it ...

    I go home chuck my bag down, do some work ...

    I cook some food and leave it out for whoever will eat it ...
    or is it another wasted thing I’ve done? ...
    all that effort for nothing ...
    yet again ...

    I walk around the house wondering how to end my torment ...


    I find paper and pencil ...
    I begin to write everything down ...

    when I finish I get up and leave ...

    I walk down, past the local park ...
    I stop briefly to see kids with their parents ... happy ...

    I walk on, head bent,

    I head for my favourite place ...

    when I get to the station ...
    I wait on the bridge above the rails ...
    I see the new beginning coming and get ready to embrace it ...

    I spread my arms out and dive ... ... ...