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thoughts, venting, occational poem.
depending on my sobriety my writing can be entertaining, dark, mentally disturbing and depressing. but it is always the truth. at least through my eyes.
Memories of The Past
Venturing upon the past, reading journals long since forgotten. Burying my face in my hands out of despise for my actions i reflect back on just how horrible i was. Regret will not help and forgiveness is for foolhardy souls. Punishing myself will only lead to more pain and forgetting it will be the worst of all. I step back and realize that what i did in the past im repeating and i will not allow myself to fall to that level. Goals, Dreams, Plans, The Ends must be met before the curtain falls. Setting the stage is a difficult task and must be a cautious venture. Learning from the past and using it as another mask in the future is a well developed skill i have acquired. with this new mask i will walk with ease again. a mask of memories past to help me guard from future ventures and avoiding the past that still lurks in this period of time.



I am reaching but i fall,
The stars are black and cold,
As i stare into the void,
Of a world that cannot hold,
Ill escape now from that world,
There is nowhere i can turn,
There is nowhere to go on.


 
 
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