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[Jackson DeForest Kelley]

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[AHEM.]
So I've been having heteroerotic dreams lately. I'm wondering what that might represent, if anything. I have been taking testosterone more regularly. I'm wondering if that is relevant at all...

[Sanala]

Jackson DeForest Kelley

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[AHEM.]
So I've been having heteroerotic dreams lately. I'm wondering what that might represent, if anything. I have been taking testosterone more regularly. I'm wondering if that is relevant at all...

Quite possibly, my dear Watson.

[The Viscount]

Sparky the Panda

The Viscount

I've been on hormones for four months as of today!

Congratulations, Gavin! =D

Thank you so much. :`D I just realized it a moment ago and ran over and told mom. I am super excited about it. For some reason the time has gone by really quickly now that I think about it, even though the first few weeks seemed to stretch on forever. Probably because I was straining forward in hopes of seeing changes. Now I'm like "eh, it'll happen" .. although I still get frustrated at times because I still look dykey half the time. :`[

[Jackson DeForest Kelley]

Sanala

Jackson DeForest Kelley

...

[AHEM.]
So I've been having heteroerotic dreams lately. I'm wondering what that might represent, if anything. I have been taking testosterone more regularly. I'm wondering if that is relevant at all...

Quite possibly, my dear Watson.

You know what? I'm gonna share what I can remember of my dream.

So, I was some kind of wizard. Not old guy with beard, and not Harry Potter. It made me think kind of more like Naruto or Avatar: The Last Airbender. I specifically had wind affinity. I was trying to find the classroom where I was going to learn some spells (in this respect, it was a little like Harry Potter). I walked in a normal town, and this took place in the 40's. I walked into a kid on the street on accident. I must've been about 30... Anyway, the kid thought I was weird and kept walking. I turned and walked into a library. Somehow I knew this was where it was, and in there was a conference room set like a classroom. I was only in there a few minutes before some guy started harassing me, and suddenly someone threw a large needle into his neck. In this dream, I'm apparently a doctor (NOT McCOY! Lol) and so I find myself frantically trying to save the man's life. My hands and white sleeves got covered in his blood and he died quickly. The teacher suggested I go through a backroom-- a door he just created. So I went, and in there were naked elderly folks on beds-- clearly patients of some sort. One of the old men told me some sort of riddle, and I had a weird response which he liked, so he told me where the sink was. I washed up and then a very thin old lady laying on her side said some strange things to me, some sort of weird prophecy. Well, I left, and when I walked through that door that led to the classroom, I just ended up in some apartment. In that apartment, I was attacked by something that looked like an anteater with hundreds of teeth and it kept biting my hand. I couldn't stop it from biting, but then this young girl came in and splashed it with water. Water was her affinity. It fled the room, and she apologized. Now like any cheap porno, we ended up having sex for like no reason at all. But it was goooood. xd Oh and she musta been like 10 years younger than me (like I said I was about 30, I'm guessing she was slightly underage... LOL).

After that bizarre dream I work up furiously horny, of course. >_>;

Oh the wonders of testosterone.

[Oh Hamburgers]

Hana Matataku

Question: How many transsexuals people do you think the average person meets on the street without realizing? I heard "one out of one thousand people are transsexual", which means that assuming that's literal there would be 15 transsexuals in my old place of work per day. I'd imagine I'd see at least one, but then I thought about it and realized that I probably wouldn't know.

Transgenders, too.
Thought this would be a good starter topic, since I've met people online and off who seem to be under the impression that I'm the first transgender they'd ever seen, which sounds ridiculous, or that transgender issues don't apply to them because of rarity.

I work in the concessions of a baseball stadium, so I see people a lot. I think I might have seen two FtM men so far, but I could be wrong. Just the way the presented themselves and some mannerisms. They were both really nice, they tipped me :3

[Sparky the Panda]

The Viscount

Sparky the Panda

The Viscount

I've been on hormones for four months as of today!

Congratulations, Gavin! =D

Thank you so much. :`D I just realized it a moment ago and ran over and told mom. I am super excited about it. For some reason the time has gone by really quickly now that I think about it, even though the first few weeks seemed to stretch on forever. Probably because I was straining forward in hopes of seeing changes. Now I'm like "eh, it'll happen" .. although I still get frustrated at times because I still look dykey half the time. :`[

You don't look dykey. You look incredibly sexy in a very masculine way. You're more attractive than most cis guys I know. Don't call yourself dykey. It's a lie.

[Crimsonkirie]

Jackson DeForest Kelley

You know what? I'm gonna share what I can remember of my dream.

Nice dream. I've had all of 3 dreams about sex I think in my entire life. My sexual cravings have near stopped completely. It really depends if I'm feeling girly or not. When I really feel like a woman I can get horny.

[Oh Hamburgers]

The Viscount

Sparky the Panda

The Viscount

I've been on hormones for four months as of today!

Congratulations, Gavin! =D

Thank you so much. :`D I just realized it a moment ago and ran over and told mom. I am super excited about it. For some reason the time has gone by really quickly now that I think about it, even though the first few weeks seemed to stretch on forever. Probably because I was straining forward in hopes of seeing changes. Now I'm like "eh, it'll happen" .. although I still get frustrated at times because I still look dykey half the time. :`[

I'm probably going to sound like a major creep for this, but you really don't look "dykey". When I would see your pictures in your signature around the LD, I wouldn't have even guessed you're transgendered. You just looked like a rather attractive (who said that?) guy. Of course, I've only ever seen the pictures you post, but still.

[The Viscount]

Sparky the Panda

The Viscount

Sparky the Panda

The Viscount

I've been on hormones for four months as of today!

Congratulations, Gavin! =D

Thank you so much. :`D I just realized it a moment ago and ran over and told mom. I am super excited about it. For some reason the time has gone by really quickly now that I think about it, even though the first few weeks seemed to stretch on forever. Probably because I was straining forward in hopes of seeing changes. Now I'm like "eh, it'll happen" .. although I still get frustrated at times because I still look dykey half the time. :`[

You don't look dykey. You look incredibly sexy in a very masculine way. You're more attractive than most cis guys I know. Don't call yourself dykey. It's a lie.

Aw thank you! ;-; That srsly made me smile.

I mean, I have nothing against dykes. I love them. xD It's just that I don't identify as one. At allllll. So especially early in my transition, I got really paranoid about it, and it's still this lingering issue in my mind even though maybe it's not applicable anymore.

@ Ry-ry: Thank you too! You don't sound like a creep at all. *hugs*

( omg both black kitties are asleep on my bed. they've gotten more easy going already. woot! )

[Sparky the Panda]

The Viscount

Sparky the Panda

The Viscount

Sparky the Panda

The Viscount

I've been on hormones for four months as of today!

Congratulations, Gavin! =D

Thank you so much. :`D I just realized it a moment ago and ran over and told mom. I am super excited about it. For some reason the time has gone by really quickly now that I think about it, even though the first few weeks seemed to stretch on forever. Probably because I was straining forward in hopes of seeing changes. Now I'm like "eh, it'll happen" .. although I still get frustrated at times because I still look dykey half the time. :`[

You don't look dykey. You look incredibly sexy in a very masculine way. You're more attractive than most cis guys I know. Don't call yourself dykey. It's a lie.

Aw thank you! ;-; That srsly made me smile.

I mean, I have nothing against dykes. I love them. xD It's just that I don't identify as one. At allllll. So especially early in my transition, I got really paranoid about it, and it's still this lingering issue in my mind even though maybe it's not applicable anymore.

@ Ry-ry: Thank you too! You don't sound like a creep at all. *hugs*

( omg both black kitties are asleep on my bed. they've gotten more easy going already. woot! )

You're welcome. ^__^

Same here. Dykes are awesome. One works at this place I go a lot and she's really cool. I like talking to her.

[Katherine1]

Crimsonkirie

Sanala

The Viscount

I don't think I'll bother re-introducing myself. xD!

I just wanted to say I'm so happy to see us back up and running again.

Oh what the hell. Hi everyone, I'm Gavin. I'm an Aquarius and I like sci-fi and fantasy movies and games. Also I'm a transman, 24 years old living in Texas, engaged to a gorgeously androgynous bio-dude named James. Our cats are our babies. I've been on hormones for four months as of today!

Four months and looking good. Now Dan just needs some Arnold-sized muscles. He can walk around and poke people's eyes out with his nipples.

I've finally figured out why I've been so frustrated at myself lately. tl:dr version - Some stuff my Dad said when I talked to him about therapy caused me to start questioning myself and doubting whether or not I was trans, because I underestimated how much I care about anything my family says to me. No matter how hard I think on it or how deep I soul-search, I see a woman at my core. I really want someone to talk to who can really help me. I feel like for the longest time, my life has remained stagnant because I don't think enough has happened to move me forward and closer towards becoming a woman. I've gotten over my fears of therapy due to past experiences, though I might have to wait until September to see one. I have an overwhelming urge to be the true me, get all pretty, and go out with my girl, but I can't yet for financial and material reasons (I still need a wig or to style my hair, don't know if it's long enough. Plus, I need some silicon tatas). I feel ugly and fat all the time. And hairy. God damn I hate this body.

Sorry. <.<

I sympathize and completely understand. You're in the same situation a lot of us are. We have it worse, imo, than the transguys. And if anything I mean just on a hormonal level. Estrogen especially, once you start it, gets you all the more emotional. Nick and I have waxed me all over multiple times. The pain sucks but you get that satisfaction for a while that you have so much less hair. I would really check out victoria's secret to see if they still have the super push up bra that adds 2 sizes. I just barely fit in the thing but it gives me some nice B looking chesties. It's only like $60 and you can't really tell it's the bra.

Sometimes I go out and I see a pretty girl and it just hits me right in the chest. Why does it have to be this way for us all? =( It's hard enough for a normal girl to get good on societies standards for women much less a transgirl.

Quick question: Is this it?

[Lupin_Therian]

Mornin guys. All I've had dreams about lately is this thread. rofl

Anyway, Gavin, CONGRATS. I still remember the old days. <3 It most certainly has flew by. My little boy's growing up so fast.

[Crimsonkirie]

Katherine1

Quick question: Is this it?

yes, that's it, and I think it's on sale?

I don't have anything to push up but it certainly makes it look like I have nice knockers

[Lupin_Therian]

ukecloud

Hooray! Transtastic will hopefully once more by back to it's fabulous-ness!

I feel like since I never introduced myself in the first thread, I should do it here. ^^;;

My name is Manda-chan in my everyday life, but my name around these parts is Uke. I don't mind being called either one, or if you want to make up your own for me, I really am cool with that too. ^^

I am not transgendered, though sometimes I wonder if I wouldn't have decided I was a trans-man if I hadn't met my girl and become partners with her. I am a cis-woman. I'm 21, in college for becoming a Sociology professor, and have a girl who is rather undoubtedly the love of my life and will remain that way through the rest of our journey.

I have always had a tug and pull relationship with gender. My parents expected a baby boy on March 10th 1989. I was Christopher Robert to them and until that was changed they were very excited for me to be their baby boy. Sadly to them, I wasn't so they stuck the name Amanda on me and walked out the hospital disappointed. Always when I was young I was fascinated by my dad's stuff. I wore his shoes, sweater. I played with his polishing kit, I loved being around him because we played sports together and had fun. My mom would nag on me, tell me I wasn't normal, and that I needed to be a little girl.
I even pretended I was a boy sometimes, it took away from the pain I got in elementary, I was over weight, had not many friends, and was generally unhappy. Especially when 5th grade hit, I was already a B cup bra. I refused to a bra, I was mortified what I was going through and I hated my body.
I felt this way throughout high school, and I first heard about transgendered. I looked it up, I felt close to it, but never came out or even really declared myself as trans. Something kept me back.
Finally in college I took a sex class, still felt close to gender and how I felt uncomfortable as myself. I started getting closer to my girlfriend as a friend, I was falling for her at this point, and was jealous of the girl she had come to want to ask to be with. I had a girlfriend at this point who was much the same with gender, though I didn't realize I was in a mentally unstable and even abusive in the later years relationship with her. I was self-deemed Poly at that point... but in truth I never was. I was jealous, I didn't like sharing my partner, but I loved that girl at that point enough to get over myself and my problems.
I was really close to deciding that I was a trans-man. I started a fight with my girl, and before I confessed my feelings to her, I had even asked her if she would accept a girl who was really trans as her lover. She was a stubborn, stubborn girl back then. >: x She hadn't come out as her fabulous self yet.
She agreed to be my 'boyfriend' on my other partner's and mines 1st year anniversary. I was happy, I finally felt Poly.
God was our relationship so rough and strange in the beginning. It was very eye opening. I still think about thanking her for how much she pushed me and made me a better person. I had finally started backing down from thinking I was a trans-man and really looking at myself. Finally, I took Brenda's soc class, I feel in love with the field and Brenda immediately. This was my calling, and she was boat into the passage way.
Colette's and mine relationship was at a high tension peak. It finally took something horrible to happen to make us finally realize how much we truly loved one another and were willing to stick by each other no matter what. I still cry thinking about it, it was so hard, but what came out was stronger people and stronger love.
I remember it like it was yesterday, after a wonderful weekend at our con, and getting my girl a picture as a little present from a good web artist, she came out. I had never felt more love, compassion for anyone at that moment. I knew that it was coming to it, but when it finally came out, I loved her just as much if not more. I was ready to hear that, and honestly, a couple days later, I finally knew I wasn't a man. I just finally looked at myself, in some new clothes I had gotten for myself and said, "You're a pretty woman, with a pretty girlfriend." And smiled and felt great.

It's been a hard journey still with my precious girl. A little after that, I had hit a huge peak with my other girlfriend, my first one and finally began to realize there was mental abuse going on. In December I broke up with her. In February or around then, I stopped trying to be friends with her completely.

It's still rough. We're having huge problems with family and we're finally starting to get money issues solved and still have to move out. But, we're finally leaping forward, I hope soon to see my girl off to her first therapy session with a neat gender therapist she found. ^^ I'm so excited for my girl, and so happy to be able to start helping get therapy, and soon enough hormones. I'd pretty much give up everything and anything to give her the happiness and help she needs. I'm just so happy to be her girl.

I love transgendered individuals. Especially you all here you're wonderful, you're real and you're all beautiful. Gender has always been a big plot point in my life, and its so fitting that I have my life partner as a strong, gorgeous trans-woman. So I support and am willing to help everyone here, because you guys have become a second family to me. <3

And... that's my story. ^^;; ... I'm sure Sana can back it up. She's a regular around here, and I'm sure she'll be posting in the new thread soon. ^^ She is a wonderful and beautiful girl. Treat her nice, because I love her to death, she's a lot of my everything. ... So be nice. >: | ... XD While I'm serious, I don't need to make an ugly face. XP I look forward to a new a fabulous thread with the old and newcomers. :3 <3 Love you guys~

Thank you for sharing this uke. It's fasinating to learn more about you and sana. I'm so glad it worked out for you two.

Love you too. <3

[The Chronarch]

Welcome back Transtastic! Speaking of boobies, I ordered another binder today, lol.

And a question for those of you who bind and are closer to the equator than I am. I'm going to Florida (hopefully) in October. Farthest South I've ever been. How hot do binders get in those sorts of temperatures?