Rebel_Dynasty
I haven't had anyone really close to me die, so to be honest, I'm not sure how I would cope. My guess is that I would cry, depending on who it is. My fiance or my daughter? There will be tears; probably a lot of them. Close friends? Much the same. My parents? Some tears, but to be completely honest, probably less than the previous two options.
In all cases, once the initial shock wears off, I'd probably drift into a weird state of mind. Kind of like walking through a fog. I'd think of whomever died, remember all the good times, and remind myself to take solace in the life they had (unless it was cut short; then I may grieve quite awhile longer). I'd tell myself that they're at peace, and that they would want me to be happy, and to keep living my life.
No one really knows how they'll deal with these things until they do. Out of curiosity, why do you find crying ridiculous? In the case of only crying for themselves, I understand; but in the case of crying because they miss the one they lost, particularly if it was an unexpected of painful death (violent crime, accident, or a long-suffering illness) can you really fault someone for crying? There are people I know and like I may not cry for if I'm held at a distance from them, but I can't imagine not grieving for someone close to me.
Ah. I can understand if you would cry if someone that close to you died. Heck, if someone that close to
me died, I would probably go into shock. Depression, probably. I don't think I would cry though. I never cry.
Same here. I'd have a hard time getting on with my life, but it would eventually have to happen.
Crying?
It's not just the crying. I just can't do anything when someone else cries. I don't know what to do. Usually I ask if they're OK, then I just give them a wide berth.
But it's disgusting when people cry for themselves. If you've read
The Bridge to Terebithia, at the end of the book, one of the main protagonists die. Her friend is disgusted by her family's reaction. They all cried. They cried for themselves.
So that's how I consider people. It's unnatural for humans to grow so attached to others and to fear death so much. It's only natural to die. And, the crueler side of me always wants to tell people to grow up. Though I understand, people have the right to be sad, but they shouldn't cry for themselves.
That, is selfish.