• clear windows all around me.
    and i begin to watch as the rain drops beat agains them.
    i think of all the things that i should have done better...
    words is cant understand go through my mind.
    shuddly im snaped back to reality when the school bell rings.
    as i walk down the hall way i stair at the ground and just trie to walk as it feals like its getting smaller and smaller.
    i hear wispers and i could make out some. they said " she looks like a gost " or " who is she "
    i look at the ones that are staring at me. i look back down knowing that i have done more to myself then they ever could.. i remember the friends i had back at the one town i scually fit in.
    but now im just another outcast faking a smile and giving myself a mask to live with for the rest of my life. but when i see him...my dad.....some how he makes me live.....live like every other...but to feel like more he always tells me no matter where i am or who i begin to live with....he says i can never die when i allready live...and i told him.. " dad you make me live "
    but when i go out into susiedy i hide....when im alone...out there... im afraid...bc so many ppl have allready beat me almost to death......but when im with him....my dad... he is my life...he is......WHO I AM