About
☥☥☥My name is Mariam. I'm 27 (though I look nowhere close to it) and come from Egypt. Despite how my avi looks, I'm a girl.
I struggle with several mental disorders and am very shy and socially awkward. Don't have friends or much of a family. This probably gives off the impression I'm too dull and gloomy in real life, but in fact it's the other way around. I'm silly, crazy and have a cool sense of humor. Someday, more people will get to see this side of me.
I graduated from college in July 2022 and have yet to start having a job for the first time. My inability to be independent, lack of social skills and very poor mental health have made it impossible. I'm hopeful this won't be the way forever.
I like drawing, writing, anime and music. However, it's admittedly hard for me to develop a deep personal bond with stuff. On Gaia, I tend to base my avis on my OCs.
Sometimes I'm active on here, sometimes I'm not. If you play on Subeta, you can find me there as "Lucian". That's where I'm (almost) always active.
I'm aware this self-introduction might be "too honest". I'm fine with it. Maybe someone, somewhere who's going through similar things will see it and feel relieved they're not alone in their struggles.
Also, a little disclaimer: I've become nearly as distant and socially awkward online as in real life over the past years. Sometimes I can't think of something to reply with and/or it takes me a while to gather the mental energy needed to. I do appreciate all messages and interaction, I'm simply putting this here to ease up my feelings of guilt a little.
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same old stuff. anxiety, depression, i'm pretty much on suicide watch by all my family... even lost my job. this sucks.