Ferret art under spoiler
Obese. (Trying to slim down I just don't care anymore)
Been on Gaia for 14 years.
On: Wed May 07, 2014
MY ULTIMATE QUEST WAS COMPLETED THANKS TO AN AMAZING PERSON.
I have fear of abandonment.
(It tends to ruin my friendships/relationships.)
I'm self destructive but I'm trying to curb that with medication.
I care deeply about the people whom I become attached to.
I get lonely fairly easily.
I only destroy friendships. Not on purpose or anything. I just become overbearing.
Paranoia eats at me almost constantly.
Sometimes I don't talk to people for days on end.
(Its not that I don't like you. Its just that I don't want to be a bother.)
Other times I can be so clingy that I become overbearing and unwanted.
I have been single for seven years now and I don't actually mind it.
(I no longer count my current relationship loss as it lasted under a year.)
Relationships only end in failure and disappointments.
I have no need for a sexual relationship nor do I ever desire one.
~~~~~~~~DEPRESSING STUFF ASIDE~~~~~~~~
Currently I have taken up the hobby of painting rocks. I'm not that great at it but I still have fun.
Pokemon has always been my go to game.
At some point I'll own a Switch console so I can play the new pokemon game.
I love to send gifts to my closest friends. Cause seeing them happy brings me small spurts of happiness.
I own three ferrets Kitty (Kitty boo),Joey.(Jojo) and Butters (Butter butt)
My first ferret was named Cinnamon
D.I.P Cinnamon (Cin) 12-11 to 2-16
Thyroid cancer: 10-12-17
Total thyroidectomy: 12-28-17
Gallbladder removal: 2-7-18
Depression medications started: 4-6-18