Obese. (Trying to slim down I just don't care anymore)
Been on Gaia for 14 years.
On: Wed May 07, 2014
MY ULTIMATE QUEST WAS COMPLETED THANKS TO AN AMAZING PERSON.
I have fear of abandonment phobia.
(This phobia tends to ruin my friendships/relationships.)
I'm self destructive.
Sometimes I can be too nice.
I get lonely fairly easily.I deserve to feel that way.
I only destroy friendships.
Slowly I'm accepting my fate of being companion-less.
NO LONGER TAKING FRIEND REQUESTS.
Sometimes I don't talk to people for days on end.
(Its not that I don't like you. Its just that I don't want to be a bother.)
Other times I can be so clingy that I become overbearing and unwanted.
I have been single for seven years now and I don't actually mind it.
Relationships only end in failure and disappointments.
I have no need for a sexual relationship nor do I ever desire one.
I own three ferrets Kitty (Kitty boo),Joey.(Jojo) and Butters (Parkay)
My first ferret was named Cinnamon
D.I.P Cinnamon (Cin) 12/11-2/16
Thyroid cancer: 10-12-17
Total thyroidectomy: 12-28-17
Gallbladder removal: 2-7-18