still ready for war and happy to be with my baby and away from my ex. But now i have to learn to break bread with them if i am to make it to the day that i kill them all. With the help of my Luka at my side and my family right there with us.
None but my Luka know the pain that i have felt over the years and the pain that has almost cost me the one thing i want more than life. My college education and that was so horrible to think that i would lose that becuase of a guy that only wanted the power that i have. And he never got it but he got under my skin like my mother and her sister but that is over. I have been away from them and there bullshit and i have learn to take them with a grain of salt.
But this i have to get out of my head or i will still think about my enemy before it is time. I mean placing them in front of me and telling me to kill them, but i have to wait bothers me.
YET I HAVE TO LEARN TO DEAL!!!!!
* SMIRKS WICKEDLY*
i will say that i have learned to let others kill themselves i am not need until the really end of it all.
Well time to test who i am and what i can do
tell you more when the war is over. lol
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Today i felt the full pain of losing a friend. And even thought he turned his back against that friendship that we once had, i still hate to have to fight him.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
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