Over this week or holiday breaki have lost things that were and things that were not important to me
The thing that was important to me was my grandmother who died of old person's diease. Where you start to forget things and people. And doctors say that i may have it or i am a carrier of the gene. So that sucks to think that i could kill someone like that. lol why do that when i am better and killing them the other way. lol
The thing that i thought was important to me. hell. lets face it i only knew the guy for a month. So i knew that he was going to cheat, The only guys that have been honest with me are gay guys and my my friends that are guys.
So i knew the whole deal that guys do to get the firl... try to keep the girl until they get bored and finally dump ther girl. For a better one they say but when you look at them you see that they did you a favor.You get to upgrade too. lol
But the only good thing that came of this ******** up holiday is that i saw some people that i knew and i have a whole four days to do my homework before school starts back up again. So that'a good thing
well happy yule and a ******** up night
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Today i felt the full pain of losing a friend. And even thought he turned his back against that friendship that we once had, i still hate to have to fight him.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
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