the battle is over and we all know that i won that. Now i am fighting the war and i am starting to think that everyone around thinks that i am losing it. I am saner than i have been in years and i have my luka at my side. I love him more than my life and he loves me. With him i plan to cut through all the clouds that Nichili and Maliki put in my mind. I want to get rid of those two for good and let the world not be tortured by them or me when i was under their power. * sighs as i lowers my head*
Then on to better news i plan to start my forth term on a better foot then this one and get my mind in the books, so i plan to get luka as many mintues as i would need to text him when i am not at school or with him. So that way i will have him at my side always.
And once i get through with this term and the i will have two more left and i will have my love with me.
Something that was never going to happen with my enemy at my side trying to get my power.
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Today i felt the full pain of losing a friend. And even thought he turned his back against that friendship that we once had, i still hate to have to fight him.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
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