the snow has come and gone for a little while, but i think i know why. Cause his holding off until we can enjoy it together.
But besides that * blushes* I have had many things happen to me and i have made it through them and i hope and prey that i can make it through this term with my grades still at a B level. * gulps*
Becuase i have had so much on my mind i have been avoiding my homework til the last minute and even then the teachers think that this is scary cause the whole class is doing it.
But this is only in my math class, i hope. But then things have a way of bleeding over into others. Which i have to stop that before it gets to late and they kick me out of the program.
Which is why i am here, to say that i will be back to giving you updates on this crazy puppy that is me so i don't forget to do what i have to to keep myself afloat in this world.
* sighs*
But the reason i said that about the snow is because i get to see the pack where my boyfriend is from and they get to met me lol All of them including his grandmother, who i hopes likes me when she sees me.
Otherwise the whole thing will be a failure to me. Then again he still has to met mine lol
And that will be a big....... one * rolles eyes and sighs *
Oh well
much love and lust
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Today i felt the full pain of losing a friend. And even thought he turned his back against that friendship that we once had, i still hate to have to fight him.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
All because of this girl that came to my home and asked... well she didn't asked they just took her in. And my pack hasn't been the same and i hate that. This one person has turned brother against brother once. And i believe that this person will not be happy until she reaps them all apart. And this will not happen if i hav e to kill her first.
I hate to say it bt my pack is going to have to break apart because they don't see the infection that they have taken in. Only a few of us see it and it bothers me that we are waiting for the rest of us to see it. I feel like it's Adona and Starrick all over again. And once more they are too blind to see it.. But then so was i, but i hope that they too have learned and learned quckly to spot this.
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