Rite now....im pissed off rite now 2 the highest level of pisstivivty, u have no idea. first off im gonna say that this keyboard is ******** useless rite now. it barely works & its obsolete 2. 2nd my ex. oh yes, the ex-factor. im gonna jump on his case..... HE TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF EVEN MORE 2DAY!!!!, I CANT EVEN ******** FATHOM THE START OF MY FULL RAGE!!!!! AAAHHHH! jeez he's constantly askin me 'r we gonna go back out' & 'hurry up & make up ur mind' or this was a new 1 'if i came up 2 ur house with a bunch of roses & i ask u 2 marry me wut would u do?' so i told him the truth, i would freak out bcuz he found out where i lived & that he's here askin me 2 marry, a thing that i wanted 2 have a monogamy relationship between me & a guy that ive bin friends with & that we r comfortable with 1 another that we could say anythin & not care & that we love & trust each other with our lives, & with him i dont even kno if i could trust him with that. i dont even kno if he had sex with that other woman, not only that i dont even kno how many 'others' there were besides the 1 he told me about while we were datin, i read on his myspace page & there was a comment saayin 'i hope u kno that we r friends' & i was like wut the ********? he say that he loves me so much that he would die 4 me but then i read this comment say that we friends, that was my 1st clue then later on my friend she want 2 talk 2 him so i give herhis e-mail addy & there is a slight difference when we spoke wut was enough 2 try & bust him, but then i thought that he thought that he might think that im cheatin so i try 2 talk 2 him hopin that he would tell me the truth but than i lost the trust with ihm so i cried a lot then i ended the relationship. he just got me so over the top piss that i might explosed in rage.
well besides that man problem there i have another 1...as well. Well i like this guy & i talk 2 him a lot but the this infinite problem that wont leave: stare his girlfriend. His ********, i hope & pray that she doesnt want 2 b my friend bcuz in a strict follower of the friend rule : Never date ur friends ex. Me & my integrity would just pretty much die from it. there would b no excuse 4 that aacton i would hate myself & i wouldnt b compatible of a social life.
Rite now i just need a lot of prayer, advice & guidence of my stressfull life with boys, school, & ....This ******** keyboard!!! jeez u think i would like it if i pound these keys!!! lmao goodnight readers
QueenJellybean2010 · Wed Dec 20, 2006 @ 11:50pm · 0 Comments |