this is very difficult!!!!! 4 the past 2-3 entries have all bin about my relationship problems & wut not. jeez but everytime i talk 2 him my mind gets all jumbled & my stomach just flips up & down... Damn! i just wish i b able 2 talk 2 him like without any 4getness settin in me!!! well i just wish that it would b easy that i could just ask him out but i just keep on 4gettin wut 2 say!!!!!!!!! & my ex as well!!!! damn this is just very stressfull!!!!!! im not in eurstress im in distress!!!! ah! i would like 2 b able 2 just ask him out & continue 2 b his friend & his girlfriend as well. but maybe this is a sign that we arent ment 2 b....no im not even gonna think like that. thats just gonna make it even worst than it already is but *sign* life is full of opertuninties i just need that rite encouragement & cahones as well lmao but im glad that i can find the sense of humor in my distreed body redface biggrin welll nuthin is given 2 u in life just go up & take it......but how the ******** am i gonna just 'hey, ive had a crush on u 4 like a year, wanna go out?' see it sounds easy but its very hard & wut if we do date & he doesnt like me & we break up then wut will happen2 us as friend? will my life just turn back around? & plus he's movin soon & thats even more pressure!!! well i'll just call him again & then just talk 2 him or visit him on the base or somethin like that....uh!!!
 QueenJellybean2010 · Thu Nov 23, 2006 @ 08:33pm · 3 Comments |
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