Wow, i cant believe.....i cant even fathome how pissed off that whole situation has made me. its just.... ah ******** just that i would never think that my boyfriend...well now my ex-boyfriend would cheat on me like that.... i mean i kno he was bcuz hell im psychic but i tried not 2 think that. i tried 2 see the good but he & a good friend of mine were foolin around behind my back. it also saddens me bcuz all the lines he said like "some girl had cheated on me & i was oh so sad" & he kept on sayin that he'd never cheat on me...well as u can tell he lied 2 me & well all i want was 4 him 2 b happy & he fed me more bullshit 'im happy with u' yah i guess he was happy with me & my friend as well. but oh the ******** well bcuz they r goin 2 get wuts they deserve & i have no hard feelings i 4give their lying & decitful ways 2 use me & my feelings 2wards them. if i want 2 wish them anythin its happiness in the new relationship that has hurt & bruised feeling. but im not goin 2 push there happiness in spite of my own hurtin, but i will now focus on the the brighter thing on life like....well other boys & wut not biggrin i can only look 4ward now, im tied the strings of past & i will not loosen the ends again bcuz that means more hurt & sorrow will come arcoss the one's i care 4 & well i hope that this guy i kno well notice my hair cut & hopefully ask me out bcuz i've bin likin him 4 a while & he's an outlaw star fan yay!!!! biggrin
QueenJellybean2010 · Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 09:59pm · 1 Comments |