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Okay so me and my best friend worked some things out but things still arent peachy keen if you know what I am saying things just arent really going right......things are out of place and you know how people say well if you down in the dumps it can only get better well thats not happening for me because if I was on a elevater I wouldve already burned through the ground with all the stuff thats happening.....because I have some people at school that hate me and they just wont stop but who ever does in jr high ya know? but I dont know what to do i am SO over all this stuff because its not worth it but then it starts coming back at you and you cant stop it.....its very irritating if you know what I a saying.....because no matter what you do you cant get rid of it.......but honestly at this moment think i just taught myself a lesson that no matter what you cant change what people think about you.....You just cant control that about people because all people are different but why cant other people see that....its stupid....because pricks and bitches are all the same because you cant get through to them they make fun of you for being different but if you try to be the same then they make fun of you until you honestly have a breakdown its absoulutly crazy and unhuman people are just so mean and cruel and thats why i think we lose have of our population to people that kill thmselves and Im not talking about like just people making fun of other people because thats just stupid you know? but I am talking about like parents being so cruel to thier children and its absoulutly unacceptable........its horrible........people are sooo mean and just......uugggghhh i cant stand it.......but yeah hopefully tomorrow I can just get on and say "hey today was a good day" but who know maybe for once I will be that lucky....but that is probably a big Negative
its like happiness=negative but all you can do is wait.......and thats what i am doing so talk to you tomorrow.....