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TOTALLY CONFUSED!
I am soooo upset right now.....its annoying...My "best friend" and I are in a big fight!!!! She always told me that she would be there for me...but....it seems like shes just not anymore.....Ok me and my boyfriend are in the break up stage and I told her that Im not really this type of person...but....I really didnt want her to like him or date him and she tol me that she couldnt make any promises....and it hurt me so bad that i practically cryed myself to sleep that night.....I guess its because she said that she was my best friend....but yet she isn't she would rather hurt me with dating or liking my boyfriend....its unexplanable.....and it hurts SO bad because I trusted her with everything and now its like I dont know what to think its SO confusing...I dont know what to do cuz its hard to just let go of your best friend but its like I just cant let go one because okay if I let go of my boyfriend...then if she talks about him then Im heart broken and if i get rid of her then Im screwed because I love her shes my best friend.....but this is like hard because its pretty much I have to let go of both and its not easy....but its seems thats the only thing to do.....but i dont know Im just really utterly confused.....but this proves one thing best friends are unpredictable.....you cant really trust them.....its wierd because I know for a fact that she likes him and its irretating.....because she lies through her ******** teeth and it makes me SO PISSED OFF!!!!! I am just so mad i just want to crawl into a corner and just scream scream or just cuss at her.....either or but anyways yeah ill just go now lol BYES!!! eek stare stressed wahmbulance
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