I'm so excited!
Six days until I get to meet the man I've been with for, almost, 3 weeks now. Ironically the meeting is happening the day of our third week anniversary and the best part? I believe he'll be here for our one month anniversary. I'm so excited because this'll tell us if this'll really work out. We've got so much in common online but what if we have nothing to talk about in person? What if all we have talked about online doesn't work in real life? What if he doesn't like me? What if he realizes that I'm not the woman he really wants? That scares me because I know I've fallen for him pretty hard, really fast and I want this work out. I need this to work out because of how I feel about him. I know that he's it for me and yes I've said that about a lot of guys in the past but this relationship is completely different, I can feel it in my bones. I've also come to the realization that I want to get eloped to him so badly but we need the money first. Between 90 to 92 dollars. 40 for the marriage license, 50 for the actual ceremony so yeeah. Oh well the elopement will eventually happen.
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