As the song goes, another one bites the dust. Well, at least I seen it coming. I'm use to friendships ending by the other person doing something douche, but I wasn't prepared for two at once. Well, at least I was smart to not move in with either of them. I think my days of running around is numbered, and I should just finally settle down.... In Halifax, of course blaugh
Allow me to explain. I knew last time Will was talking about me, but suddenly today I got a call from my Mom to stay at home because Will put on Facebook that he's going to make an example of someone, and she was concerned it was me. But then when I texted Angela about coming over since we were suppose to watch Clone High together since we couldn't last Friday because she spent the whole time arguing with Will. She keeps saying we HAVE to have girl talk, and I find out she kicked out Will that night. Sorry, sidetracked there sweatdrop So anyways, she ignored me all day, and then just texts me saying she's having a shitty day and is out of commission. That's it. She told me when I went over Friday that if Will asks, she was out with me all day instead of the guy that she even kissed good-night. She told me herself that she went to this guys place and been chilling with him a lot, so what I'm wondering is: how often did she tell Will that she's been hanging out with me without me knowing?? I have a guy pissed off at me and I have no sweet clue why!! WTF?!
And then their's Stephen. I knew it was a matter of time before that was going to end. For a guy that claims he wants to be 'just friends' and 'doesn't want to be in a relationship,' he seems to not want to be friends either anymore. First he tells me to stay clear of a Rachael in Truro. Of course, I asked who's that?? He tells me it's his ex, and she's the reason he doesn't do relationships anymore. I asked what happened?? And he snapped!! Told me he doesn't want to talk about her and not to bring her up.... But isn't he the one who brought it up?? And then when I told him I need a friend to talk to, he ignores me!! It's like he only wants to be in my company for cuddles and a possibility of copping a feel. I wouldn't care if that's all he wanted, but at least tell me to my face!! And then he assumes I want to be with him?? I'm not stupid, I know that we wouldn't work out. For one, spending to long in each other's company we start to calmly disagree, and we know we're pushing each others buttons. And what kind of idiot jumps into a relationship on the first date?? I'm terrified of the thought of being tied down by a guy who I can barely tolerate. I like having fun like anyone else, but guys seem to think that just because I want to continue being their friend, it's weird. So... Being a friend while not hooking up is okay, but acting the same while doing stuff means you want a commitment?? Screw that man, I'm through with this bull!! The only commitment I want in my life is comics, thank-you-very-much!
Alas, I know their still my friends.... For now. But it has begun, the fun times ending and now slowly stop communicating and go separate ways. It always happens. My only regret: not having sex with Stephen when I had the chance. What? It's been over a year since the last time I get laid lol
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