I am alone tonight, i don't remember my room mate saying he had a camp out to go to or anything
it is a friday night, maybe he went to a bar
maybe it is a game night at double play
maybe he is out screwing some gall
maybe he is working late
maybe his bike got into an accident
he has not returned my text
maybe he is at a movie
maybe he is hurt
maybe I should not worry so much
I wonder if this is anything like how he feels when I randomly don't come home
I know one night he told me about how much he worried and cared about me, but I am guessing it is not something to happen on a regular basis. it feels good to be cared about and i was happy that he cared and worried about me but i am not sure at the time that i understood his worry and how it felt to him, i just took it as he has feelings for me so it was a good thing but for him it was not a good thing, for me right now all i can do is sit and think of all the situations that might have happened and it gets me scared and antsy and not happy
some times i think that i am just overly needy and obsessed
Fay Da Way · Sat Jun 11, 2011 @ 04:46am · 0 Comments |