that little flying envelope on my screen pisses me off it reminds me of event items and magical gift boxes, but it is neither it is just another monthly collectible, another thing for people to spend money on so they can make a character that they feel makes them superior to others without the items, i guess that is why i got so entertained by when my friend pointed out the status symbols and the symbols of the different gangs and how silly it is that someone who is on their computer all day could even consider them self to have the balls to be in a real gang, i guess they might, more likely not, they are more likely to be like me, quiet plain life nothing exciting or scary, and even more likely they are just board little rich kids who feel they are all that and just want to belong in a crowd that feels they are better than others, but when someone is in a gang and gets out successfully they live a much happier lifestyle than those who stay gang members and die, i wonder if people in gangs use their food stamps to help pay for bullets
what was i talking about...
oh yah, so i just got done with a two day vacation i did no work the whole time, just fun and playing i was supposed to come home the next day, but i did not seem to make it i got coxed into playing at game night, and enjoying some drinking got to play dnd, my character had 4 hp at the end of the night, at one time they were at 0 but they were able to take their turn to drink a potion and heal a bit before they passed out just about lost my character but the gm switched target for the monster to who it would logically attack rather than who it would attack by chance, which kept my character from dieing
wasn't expecting to stay for game night but it turned out to be a lot of fun
i think my room mate is annoyed that i did not give a specific day for when i would be back in mankato i always seem to loose track of time and make decisions toward fun rather than what i should be doing, especially when i am with ty
so had a great night, felt terrible about it afterwords, like usual
i did not feel right about having fun with him
why cant i just enjoy having fun?
i feel really sleepy and sore right now
ouch even sorer my room mate asked if he could borrow my car to do some shopping i asked if i could come with he replied with that it is my car so he guesses he cant stop me why does he have to do that he just jabs at soft places whenever he feels annoyed with something i understand him to be saying that he does not want to go shopping with me hinting that he does not want to be around me now i think he is angry at me
but then again i am just putting words into his mouth he hates it when i do that i guess i am just feeling little prickly pain for nothing i hate when he causes me to do this to myself
i guess that is one reason why i don't know if I am completely happy around him everything he does, i take in the wrong way i hurt myself because of what i think is going on i think everything is about me
Fay Da Way · Fri Sep 17, 2010 @ 01:48am · 1 Comments |