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It's been nearly 20 years...what the hell do you want?
The last time I saw my biological father was when I was a year old. He wasn't there for me growing up. He wasn't there when I needed him. Granted I do have a step father and he's been the only father I've ever had but growing up I wanted to know my real dad.
My real dad was never there, he was never a father to me. Hell he's got like 4 or 5 other kids he doesn't even see!
Today he was here and he expected a hug from me. Like I was really going to give him a ******** hug? Yeah not even gonna happen. 20 years, almost, of not knowing him of him only paying 8 dollars on child support? I know I am worth more then that but apparently I wasn't worth that much to him.
What does he want from me? I can't handle him being in my life, I don't want him in my life!
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