apparently i am quite a selfish person i have issues with thinking of others especially when i have discomforts
a friend of mine told me i am selfish i did not believe them at first until i thought about my actions recently
yesterday I invited a person over for swiming i got to their house and they started getting ready something did not feel right, i was upset about something
i walked out of the house and to my car "to clean it" they were still changing, I was thinking of leaving when i got to my car i sat in it for a bit
i looked out my door and saw them standing there mostly dressed, wanting to know why i was out there i reached down and grabbed some trash
see i am just cleaning my car, i am not leaving they looked at me for a bit in wonder then they went back to get changed the rest of the way
hmmm i wonder what they think of me just the fact that they had to run out to me they must of thought that i would have just left
but they were right, i was planing on leaving them but they caught me, how did they know what i was thinking how did they catch me in the act of being selfish
or is that not selfish ness to want to ignore people who are bothering you? no i am pretty sure it is selfish ness but he was not the one bothering me, i was just getting a really bad upset feeling
Fay Da Way · Mon Jun 07, 2010 @ 07:32pm · 0 Comments |