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The Fact Proven
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I was still balling my eyes out when it was completely dark in the ally. I mean PITCH BLACK dark. I couldn't even see the hands in front of my face. I didn't know how that was even possible, but it was.
I tried to clear my eyes from the water falling from them, but it wasn't working too well....
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I dried my eyes more and started to get up. The wall behind me was damp and slippery.
"Ugh," I mumbled. "Why me? I've already been through so much..."
I moved along the wall. It was almost endless, the wall went on forever, and I mean forever! I only thought the ally was a dead end and not fifteen miles long!!
"Ugh!" I gave up and slid to the ground. Maybe I died in a freak car accident and can't even remember it. I'm probably already dead. Yeah, no more suffering, no more dread, and no more Angel!
More tears streamed from my face. Who am I kidding? I loved him and now I'm dead!!!!!
I rubbed my face with my hands when I suddenly realized my ring was glowing. It was the very same ring Angel gave to me, but now the dragons eyes were bleeding red.
I looked over the jewels lit in its eye sockets and wondered how it was happening. It doesn't really matter anymore! I give up on him! I slid the ring off and threw it to God knows where.
"I'm sick of you invading my thoughts!" I yelled into the dark space. "Just go away!"
Even more tears poured from my face. I didn't mean it, I just want my normal life back. I want one where I'll live a long and confident life where I wont die just before my birthday. I'll die of old age and go to heaven where I belong. But I was left for dead. Nothing was going to interface with me now.
But then I won't see Angel ever again... Thoughts of him slid into my mind unwillingly. He's so cute and he'll never get past the death world with just a cute face and no reason for it. He has me, doesn't he? Aren't I good enough for him? Better than those creeps at the restaurant?
"Yes." I jumped at his words. "I love you and I'll never leave you."
I looked up to see his shining body keeling over my shaking and not so brilliant one.
Tears still filled my eyes,but I knew it was him. Angel was standing there in front of me trying to comfort me.
"No," I mumbled.
His hand rubbed the tears from my face.
"No!" I yelled this time. "No! No! No!"
I stood up and pushed him back. "Just leave me be! I never asked for this!!!! I hate you! Hate you!"
He stared back at me.
I gave a little chuckle. "Don't you get it?! I hate you! Just go away! Leave me to suffer in silence! I don't deserve you!" After I blurted all that out I realized what I had just done. I covered my mouth, stunned at my own words. Tears threatened to escape my eyes again, but I held them back.
His head tilted to one side and reached for me. I pulled away from his grasp and shook my head. I was starting to shake again. What did I just do?! I'm totally dead now!
He tryed reaching for me again, but this time I took off in a dead sprint in the opposite direction.
I fumbled once or twice regaining my balance almost instantly. I had no idea where I was going or in what direction. All I knew was that I had to disappear from this dreadful place.
When I thought I was clear from his sight, I turned to look behind me. He was gone. I looked forward again, but I fell backward.
He was standing in front of me with a thoughtful look on his face.
"You don't hate me," he whispered.
"Yes I do!"
He only shook his head and kneeled in front of me. I flinched away from his hand, but he firmly held my chin in place so that I was looking him straight in the eyes. "You love me, but you just don't want to admit it to yourself." He put his head on mine. "I would never leave you. You were so kind to me. I was always alone, but now I have someone to share everything with."
redface My face was flushed, but there was no way to hide it now. I did love him and I still do. I'm never going to get over that fact.
heart I love you! Stay with me! Forever! You were also very kind to me! I love you! I don't know how, but I do! The words just didn't form in my mouth. I was left blank.
I stared at him looking for a falty in those bloodshot, murderous eyes he had, but there was nothing to be found.
"I love you."
The words just popped out this time and I had no control over them.
He smiled and leaned forward and kissed me.
His kiss was passionate and sweet. He loved me in the very same way I loved him. I kissed him back not wanting to force trouble onto myself. I quite enjoyed it. I loved the way his lips moved with mine. I wanted to stay with him forever. I couldn't explain it, I just did.
As soon as the kiss began, it ended. He moved away from me and reached into his back pocket. He slipped whatever he had from his pocket onto my finger. "You almost left this."
When I looked down to my finger, the ring he gave me from before(the one I threw) was now in the same exact place it was before. It belonged on my finger where it would stay forever until the end of time.
I threw myself into his arms and cryed my eyes out.
I hadn't realized it until it happened, but I fell asleep into the most beautiful dream right there in his arms. Angels arms. My loves arms. heart
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