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had a semi-breakdown, I guess.

chloe yelled, she was mad...

the thought of losing her, scared the living s**t out of me.

I can't blame her for being mad, honestly. If she thinks I can't trust her, after all we've been through, then what the hell good am I? really..

she trusted me, for much much worse.

I can't believe I've sat on it for so long..

I feel so ******** bad
SO ******** BAD for everything

my ******** god I hate myself for it

I'm working on it though.. I wont bring it up around her again...

here come the tears