It's funny how much love can consume someone. Through the good times and bad, you're always there for each other, and no matter how many times you fight with each other, you're always going to love the other even more. And love, God you'll know when it's love, and no, love isn't something that happens over night. It's something that when you talk to a person and get to know them just happens. It takes time and the word 'love' has been misused many times already. On Gaia, in real life, everywhere in general. You meet someone and think 'OMG he/she's hot. i love him/her.' I'm sorry, but it doesn't work like that people. Love takes patience, willingness, and courage. I know most of you who are reading this are just like 'wow she's stupid. she doesn't know what she's talking about' but guys i really do. I love someone enough to have all of these things. And no matter how many times we get into it, we always come out OK and love one another more than ever. Love is something you have to take time and find. When I met Justin, I was blessed. I struck pure gold. I don't think I could ask God for anything else now that I have Justin. He's made me laugh, cry, smile, and most importantly love. And I'm not afraid of any of those things anymore. I'm not afraid to love, show my true smile, and cry out loud when i need to. He's made me strong.
And when things in the relationship hurt, the thing that hurts the most is just the small words. Like when you tell them 'i love you' and they just reply by saying 'OK' or 'I know.' I mean I know he loves me, but those words just cut somewhere deep in the heart and make me want to break down and cry. And when he says them, sometimes I wonder if he ever in his time of thinking regrets me. Yet when I talk to him, i couldn't feel any happier then that moment. He relaxes me, loves me, makes me smile, and talks to me like an equal instead of a lesser. He doesn't look down on me, but right through me, and he loves me for me. Getting to know him was great because I love him for everything he is. Absolutely everything. I would never change anything about him, good or bad. I love him just how he is now. Now. And when we have our fights that upset me, i get to thinking just how lucky I am and about all we've been through together. And when I do, I can't help but smile and just think about how much I really and truly love him. And if you make a list of all the good things and the bad things about him, there's barely anything on the bad. The good is a lot more than the bad, and I can't help but love him for all the good and bad. He is the most amazing, fun loving guy i have ever in my life met. And no matter what happens in the future, I will ALWAYS love him. ALWAYS.
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