Today went by faster than a shooting star blurring across the sky. I know I said I would write a big, amazing entry today, but I can't. Anyway, I never said I would; I said I hoped I would be able to do it. If you want something amazing written in here, then why don't you try and make my life exciting? I hate exciting, and I hate boring. Dilemmas suck suck suck. ********.
I really did want to write a journal entry that was long and thoughtful, but it seems as though no events in my life have allowed for that to happen. Do you want to know something, though? If you don't, then screw off because I'm telling it anyway. Damn it! I want a journal entry that's longer than what I've been writing, and I'm going to have it. I'll tell you about my day; maybe I'll trigger a forgotten memory or something.
I woke up, and I fell asleep in the bathtub; I woke up to the sound of the water splashing as my body tried to get comfortable. I must have been really tired because only five or ten minutes had passed. I didn't go to sleep until midnight last night, so that might explain it. Then again, I haven't been going to sleep until around 1:00 a.m. on the previous nights. I really should fix my sleeping patterns because I need to stay at the top of the class. I am better than anyone, and everyone knows it. The news of me not getting the top score would be a wildfire around the school, and it's a big school. You may think I'm nerdy and geeky for being so highly intelligent. Maybe I am in that aspect, but that's it. I don't live the life of either of those ******** stereotypes.
Both of my parents had already left, and they weren't getting back until two hours after school ended. If you're thinking I decided to skip school, then you're thinking correctly. Good job on not being a complete idiot like some people. Yes, I'm talking about the people who were too blind to clearly see that I foreshadowed the event of me skipping school. I'm not being insulting; I'm telling the truth, and if you can't handle the truth, get over it.
I knew we would be doing nothing in any of my classes today. I always check with my teachers to see what we do for the next class, so they're used to me knowing the lesson plan for the day; I like to stay on top of things. No one would be surprised that I missed school because I've been coughing occasionally throughout the week. They'll simply assume I was sick.
I got caught up on my sleeping throughout most of the day. When I went to the bathroom, I stayed in there for over thirty minutes staring at myself -- thinking about how much better I am than anyone else. I do think I'm the best out of my group of friends, but I also think they are cool people. They are effortless, while everyone else tries too hard.
That's how my day went. Now, I'm sitting here in my perfectly clean room writing this with an almost broken pencil. Before I end this entry, I really must make a comment on something.
If you didn't realize I bullshitted the whole skipping school and getting the lesson plan for the next day crap, then you really have no common sense. Today's a Saturday, which means I would have not even had school. I will admit that I occasionally ask the teacher what we're doing for the next day, but that's only if I'm crammed with tests or homework in other classes. Half the time they don't even have a lesson plan drawn up. My teachers do that at home from what I can tell.
There, I did it. I wrote a long entry, and I'm proud of myself for doing it. I knew I would be able to do it, though. I fear tomorrow's entry will be weak, however, because today's was so strong.
Speaking of fears, I can't be in the same room as my dog anymore. Well, I can, but I always get a chill when I see him. Although petting and scratching him relieves my stress, I fear the dog in him. I fear he's going to attack me for belittling everyone. Oh God! These dilemmas in my life are eating away at me; at least the snakes knocked me out. The dilemmas have me tied to a chair, forcing me to watch the horrors of my life.
I hope I have a nightmare, so tomorrow's entry can be good.
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