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I feel soooo much better now.^_^i spent the whole day at my friend's house and played video games and talked.also,a friend offered to be there for me to talk to when i feel bad again. whee i can't believe how fast my luck can change!well,there was a downside to today.i wasn't supposed to go to my friend's house until 11.i was over there before 10.all thanks to my mom.only problem was that i had to or other wise i wouldn't have gotten to go at all.my mom had decided to not mention that she was going to be at the dentist at the time i had to go over there.so she woke me up and said for me to call her to see if i could go over early.only problem was is that she woke me up a couple of minutes before she had to go over to the dentist.so she is yelling at me to hurry and get dressed as if it was all my fault.i didn't have time to do anything besides get dressed.even then i wasn't going fast enough for her.so when i get over at my friend's house i haven't eaten or brushed my hair or taken my medicine or got my socks on and i had forgotten my contacts completely.my friend was laughing and thinking my mom was insane after i told why i looked like i had just gotten out of bed.not that she didn't think she was insane before.my friend knows of all the times my mom has done things like that before.like all the times my mom had yelled and screamed at me for not hugging her after she had made me mad or beating a horse upside the head with a shovel or yelling at us for having that look on our faces that any kid has on after being yelled at after we make a mistake or making me do chores that i have done since i was younger than my little brothers and she says i have to do them since i'm the oldest and they don't know how to do them,but i and her both know they could learn how in two minutes or when she blamed me when my not fully trained horse bucked me off twice for no reason. *sigh*so far i haven't found anyone else's mother who is crazier than she is.it makes me wonder if she was dropped on her head once as a little kid.oh,well,i'm 14 and have two little brothers and she has a second boyfriend and none of us has committed suicide yet.i think its only a matter of time before someone does.i pity the others.