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I feel bad.
i feel like i need to talk to somebody.only problem is is that nobody at my house will listen to me.i feel like i'm invisible to everyone except those who look really hard at those people around them.its like i'm isolated and my mom tries to keep it that way.for example,every time we move(which is at least every year or two)she has to pick the most out of town location.that way i have no one to talk to and it doesn't help when i hardly have time to make really good friends.i have proof too.when i was in second grade we actually lived in town for once before we moved again and i had a best friend in my class who lived on my block.we would always talk and play and then i had to move again.a couple of years later a bunch of schools were gathering somewhere and i happen to see my friend.i waved to her and called her name a couple of times.she turns around to see who is calling her name and sees me.to my surprise she looks at me with a blank look and she looks at me as if she had never seen me before.i even tried to make her remember.i told her that we were best friends in the second grade and how she was always at my house.she looked at me as if i was crazy.she didn't even remember my name.i was heart-broken.later that day i told my mom i had run into her.she was more surprised than i was when i told her how she acted like i had never even been there for about a year and how she didn't even recall spending a year in my house and playing with me.i have seen her a couple of times over the years. i had tried a couple of times to make her remember who i was after the last one.she still didn't have any idea who i was.so now i still see her time and again,but now i don't even say "hi".what's the point if she is just going to blow it off.well,i guess we all don't remember things like our second grade best buddies.we learn to move on though because if we didn't we would be stuck in the past.
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